Sorry, I wanted to respond a few days ago, but you know my family situation. All of the words you used to describe yourself describe me as well--ten times over. I am the worst person ever. You know what I was thinking about the whole time at my grandmother's funeral? What's going to be the food situation at my aunt and uncle's house, and how do I avoid it?
Then I spent a lot of time going over how to get out of dinner. I completely used the, "I'm upset, I don't feel like eating," thing to my advantage. Really milked it. Even the last time I saw my grandmother back in the fall, I spent the whole time worried my mom would notice I was spitting out every bite of my lunch. I also spent the last few days thinking about different ways to murder my father (I considered poisoning and stabbing him in the chest with a butcher knife 500 times). So, trust me, no one could be worse than me.
That said, I can't stand babies and I've never pretended to like them. However, I can certainly understand what you're feeling. I'm 31, so the clock is ticking for me as well, right? But it's not really that important to me. Plus, I would never want to be pregnant. Ever. If I did have kids, I'd adopt. Honestly, I see myself adopting sooner than I see anyone ever asking me to marry them.
Then I spent a lot of time going over how to get out of dinner. I completely used the, "I'm upset, I don't feel like eating," thing to my advantage. Really milked it. Even the last time I saw my grandmother back in the fall, I spent the whole time worried my mom would notice I was spitting out every bite of my lunch. I also spent the last few days thinking about different ways to murder my father (I considered poisoning and stabbing him in the chest with a butcher knife 500 times). So, trust me, no one could be worse than me.
That said, I can't stand babies and I've never pretended to like them. However, I can certainly understand what you're feeling. I'm 31, so the clock is ticking for me as well, right? But it's not really that important to me. Plus, I would never want to be pregnant. Ever. If I did have kids, I'd adopt. Honestly, I see myself adopting sooner than I see anyone ever asking me to marry them.
Sorry, that probably didn't help you at all.
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