I am an evil person

Nov 07, 2009 19:35

I think I'm an evil person.

This woman I can't stand at work.  She's PG.  When our boss told everyone that's the reason she was out, I wanted to gag.  I should not think this way.  I can't believe this malice of my own heart.  I think I feel more sorry for the kid because she is some kind of mental case.  I'm serious.  She is a mental case.  We all thought she was out of the office because she literally had a mental breakdown.  Imagine my surprise.  I didn't even say, "Oh happy joy!"  I'm evil.

It seems that lately I've been feeling the malice in my heart when it comes to people finding out their PG.  I suppose it's because I know, in my own evil heart, I will never be PG.  I'm 33.  Time passes by fast.  I don't want to do a sperm donor thing because I don't want to a child to not have a father.  I thought of adoption, but again, raising a child on my own without a father is not what I want for him or her.

It's jealousy, envy, greed all rolled into one.  Lissa says I'm not evil.  I am.

I am:
lazy
greedy
jealous
envious
cowardly
afraid
fearful
anxious
annoying
arrogant
insolent
grouchy
lonely
cold-hearted
pessimistic
pompous
snobby
surly
onry
weak
worried
slovenly
tense
pissed
evil

LORI

Lackadaisical
Obnoxious
Rude
Impolite

that's stewpatty! whatevs

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