Its been awhile
Three years have gone by since i have eaten a big ol' turkey with me famile', but not without my mother. It was a weird feeling, ya know? These past couple of years, i have eaten turkey once with my grandmother. Every year my mom is either working or whe didn't feel good, so i was stuck with sandwitches and coke. it never really bothered me, but it bother my father a lot. in 17 years, today was the first time i have eaten breakfast with my daddy alone at a resturant. I mean its my fault cause i havent't been around, but i don't expect to do something like that for another 17 years. College is just one more semester away, i don't know if i am ready, but there is still time. I need to open my eyes about a couple of things that i know just won't happen, at least, okay they won't. i don't know what to right about anymore........Wait! i went christmas shopping with my daddy today, probably again tomorrow if he wakes up in time. We only went to gamestop since it wasn't packed like everywhere else. We got some pretty cool stuff for my brothers, but i don't want anything for christmas this year either. I don't need anything, i got all i need here. I got friends, family, a roof over my head, a very full refrigerator, a ugly dog, i mean what else do you need? Well, thats just me, i just need loving, not stuff!!! Well, i am pretty sleepy, got to think about somethings, learn my solo by tomorrow, finish the Semester Review by the end of Sunday, and got to drink something. Good night ladies and gentlemen, and sweetdreams.