June
Time for my june update. I don't know how many more updates of this journal i will have left. I have a feeling when I go to college I am going to stop using this live journal, A) because i wont have any time between studying and other stuff, and b) it seems like it has been a tool for me to vent through high school, and now that high school is over, its time to move on and say goodbye to the good old LJ.
So yes, i am now done with high school. Yesterday was the last day i will ever have class in hauppauge again. I have to say im not terribly upset about this all ending. Yesterday i saw people crying and hugging people acting as if a nuclear winter was upon us and that we were all dying and never going to see each other again. I understand people have emotional attachments to people in that school and i totally understand being upset about leaving. I just know i will still see people again, especially the people I want to make an effort to see.
I'm actually quite relieved high school is over. High school for me has been an up and down roller coaster. I can tell you that i changed quite a bit in the four years since entering as a freshman. My attitude and ideals have changed quite a bit, some for the better and some for the worse people would argue. I've had some good moments in that school over the last 4 years. However i've also had days in that school where i've felt the worst I ever have in my entire life. The last 4 years have been far from being the best time in my life as people say it is. I going to use it as a learning experience to move foward with.
So yeah im done with it all. Graduation is on the 25th of June, thats the last time i'll be in the building for quite some time. If you have been living under a rock for the last 5 months you already know that I will not be going to the prom. It was a combination of my idea of what i wanted prom to be like, mixed with the fact that I couldn't find the right girl I wanted to go with, and my friends not going that led to my decision. I have a feeling if i went i'd just be upset the whole night anyway, so i think im better off.
Next week I'm going on vacation for the first time in about 4 years. Im very excited, especially since im going with all my friends. I've always heard about people who go on vacations with friends, and they usually have a great time, so im looking foward to the same.
I'm starting a new job over the summer. I am working at the Usdan center for kids. Its a camp where kids come to take classes in art, music, and theater. I will be an assisant teacher in the video department. I think it will be a great opportunity because teaching might be something i want to do down the line. Also, i've only been to camp once before in my life, so im looking foward to spending my summer at camp. I'm leaving king kullen temporarilly, but will be back there in august to finish out the summer before college, and then go back there to work during intersesion breaks. I'll also be interning a bit this summer with the Station. I have a feeling not so much as last year though. The combination of their not being enough time, plus not getting paid from them, and wanting to spend time with my friends are factors that may hinder my participation.
June 27-29 i'm going to college orientation. Im actually going with my 4 friends from hauppauge who are also going to hofstra so its going to be interesting. I'm not really excited for orientation yet, but i think i will be when it gets closer.
The month of july looks promising. I have a bunch of graduation parties the first few weekends of the month (including my own). My parents will also be away for a little while, so im planning on throwing a party, I actually really want to throw a theme party. If you have any ideas please tell me.
I give you credit if you have read this all. Thats all for now, seya next month
So yes, i am now done with high school. Yesterday was the last day i will ever have class in hauppauge again. I have to say im not terribly upset about this all ending. Yesterday i saw people crying and hugging people acting as if a nuclear winter was upon us and that we were all dying and never going to see each other again. I understand people have emotional attachments to people in that school and i totally understand being upset about leaving. I just know i will still see people again, especially the people I want to make an effort to see.
I'm actually quite relieved high school is over. High school for me has been an up and down roller coaster. I can tell you that i changed quite a bit in the four years since entering as a freshman. My attitude and ideals have changed quite a bit, some for the better and some for the worse people would argue. I've had some good moments in that school over the last 4 years. However i've also had days in that school where i've felt the worst I ever have in my entire life. The last 4 years have been far from being the best time in my life as people say it is. I going to use it as a learning experience to move foward with.
So yeah im done with it all. Graduation is on the 25th of June, thats the last time i'll be in the building for quite some time. If you have been living under a rock for the last 5 months you already know that I will not be going to the prom. It was a combination of my idea of what i wanted prom to be like, mixed with the fact that I couldn't find the right girl I wanted to go with, and my friends not going that led to my decision. I have a feeling if i went i'd just be upset the whole night anyway, so i think im better off.
Next week I'm going on vacation for the first time in about 4 years. Im very excited, especially since im going with all my friends. I've always heard about people who go on vacations with friends, and they usually have a great time, so im looking foward to the same.
I'm starting a new job over the summer. I am working at the Usdan center for kids. Its a camp where kids come to take classes in art, music, and theater. I will be an assisant teacher in the video department. I think it will be a great opportunity because teaching might be something i want to do down the line. Also, i've only been to camp once before in my life, so im looking foward to spending my summer at camp. I'm leaving king kullen temporarilly, but will be back there in august to finish out the summer before college, and then go back there to work during intersesion breaks. I'll also be interning a bit this summer with the Station. I have a feeling not so much as last year though. The combination of their not being enough time, plus not getting paid from them, and wanting to spend time with my friends are factors that may hinder my participation.
June 27-29 i'm going to college orientation. Im actually going with my 4 friends from hauppauge who are also going to hofstra so its going to be interesting. I'm not really excited for orientation yet, but i think i will be when it gets closer.
The month of july looks promising. I have a bunch of graduation parties the first few weekends of the month (including my own). My parents will also be away for a little while, so im planning on throwing a party, I actually really want to throw a theme party. If you have any ideas please tell me.
I give you credit if you have read this all. Thats all for now, seya next month