Breathe Deep
So much work lately, I don't know how I'm keeping up with things. Seriously it's assignment after asignment and it's all so time consuming. Not to mention I work, so things get exhausting.
I'm in one of those moods where I just wanna cut everyone out. Save the comments about how I just want attention. I don't speak my mind half the time because I hate being compared to everyone else. Like the whole "Who's your favorite band?" thing. This used to be such an easy question, but lately I haven't known how to answer it. If I were to say Academy, I'd get compared to Yvette and Katie, Cobra it'd be Dan, 2*Sweet it would be all the IVA's and Ellen. There's nothing wrong with any of them, I just get a little sick of it all. I've always felt this ; No matter when or how you did something (i.e. how much you love a band) there will always be someone out there who was there earlier, done it better, and loved that band more than you could ever know.
I like the idea of letting people in, but not too in. I'm reverting back to the idea that my personal life is just that, my personal life. I miss Carey I feel sometimes like she's the only one I can depend on for everything, yet we haven't talked in almost a month, maybe longer.
I think I'm going to stay off of AIM for a while, or maybe indulge in the invisible feature. I don't really want to talk to everyone right now. Somehow people always have the odd tendancy of disapointing me.
I'm excited with the possibility of seeing Ellen this weekend.
Special thanks to Katie 1337 and Sian and of course Miss Maria Boo. You guys rock.
I'm in one of those moods where I just wanna cut everyone out. Save the comments about how I just want attention. I don't speak my mind half the time because I hate being compared to everyone else. Like the whole "Who's your favorite band?" thing. This used to be such an easy question, but lately I haven't known how to answer it. If I were to say Academy, I'd get compared to Yvette and Katie, Cobra it'd be Dan, 2*Sweet it would be all the IVA's and Ellen. There's nothing wrong with any of them, I just get a little sick of it all. I've always felt this ; No matter when or how you did something (i.e. how much you love a band) there will always be someone out there who was there earlier, done it better, and loved that band more than you could ever know.
I like the idea of letting people in, but not too in. I'm reverting back to the idea that my personal life is just that, my personal life. I miss Carey I feel sometimes like she's the only one I can depend on for everything, yet we haven't talked in almost a month, maybe longer.
I think I'm going to stay off of AIM for a while, or maybe indulge in the invisible feature. I don't really want to talk to everyone right now. Somehow people always have the odd tendancy of disapointing me.
I'm excited with the possibility of seeing Ellen this weekend.
Special thanks to Katie 1337 and Sian and of course Miss Maria Boo. You guys rock.