Thought provoking aren't they.......
The only reason this seems long is because i have so many spaces in between the lines...lol..
Quick update: So on Monday i took another test for math which sucked ass....hopefully i did good. :)
On thursday i went and chilled with Fara which was a lot of fun, Then at Midnight we met a couple of other people and watched "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire" at Midnight, which was really good.....I got back in at like 3:45 a.m then i was going to skip my Math class at 9 but Ashley called and yelled at me, and told me how she doesn't want to associate with a fool that skips class.....lol...so i went for her even though i was flipping tired. Anyways, so i went to math and then went to history and fell asleep oh well.....So then i went to work and the highlight of my day was when this fag called one of the lawyer's that i work for and flipping cussed me out and told me that he should fire me, cause i was worthless, and all i was good for was to eat and shit......(and no i'm not shitting you)....so yeah it was annoying, but humorous...lol....So yeah i got off of work and talked to tiny for a while.....interesting.....tried to keep her entertained on her drive to Austin.
Anyways, so i figured out and acknowledge that one of my biggest problems is that i flipping think too much, but not just think i analyze things in many perspectives....damn you psychology.....lol....oh well someday it will pay off....i hope.....lol...So now i just had a couple more of random thoughts, oh welll.......
Life we acknowledge it's an interesting subject:
We never sit back and think that maybe we have a certain path that we are supposed to take in life and that every decision that we make is just a different route on the road. That decision either hinders or enhances our true outcome.........Are we predestined for a certain life? The saying "for every action there is a reaction" whether its good or bad.....I think that's true......maybe..... Why fuck with what should be?...
Life......so many fucking decisions.....never knowing if the one you make is the right one, how do you know if it's the right one for you....is it that feeling that you get inside?......Or will you just know in time?
Another thing:
Fear is defined as: A reason for dread or apprehension and
Insecurity is defined as: Not sure or certain; doubtful
When it comes to realationships can you have one without the other, or are they inter-correlated....hmmmm.....
What is there to be scared of?.......If the decision you made was the right one?.....
That's when insecurity plays its factor......insecure about your decision causes you to have that fear.....do you take that chance?....
So i vote they are inter-correlated.....lol...
Should we let those fears and insecurities control our decision.....is it not worth the risk?
On another note:
Love......define it...can it be defined.....
Well let's see, the dictionary can't define a feeling can it?......
In life you don't always get what you want....cause shit if we did...... we would all be some Happy Mother fuckers...wouldn't we?...lol.....
Well.....In life you must learn that as much as you would want to stop something from happening....you can't really stop anything....If things are meant to be.....then they are inevitable.....aren't they?
As much as we want to believe that we have power in what happens in our lives, we learn that we can only decide and do soo much....But at the end most decisions involve another party and you can't make decisions for them as much as you want to......
I just think that life would be much better, without the complexities it brings.....RIGHT?
I swear the shit that i come up with...people think i'm high....lol....oh well i should be....lol..
Thought provoking aren't they?.......lol...Dude imagine if i did get high...the shit i would come up with then......now that would be funny!!!
Anyways, Well these are my random thoughts that i have....lol...
Peanut........Only if your lucky (there i mentioned you).....lol...
Alright......well that's enough on my day and thoughts....until next time fuckers "check ya laters"
P.S. Only 4 days till Fools come in.....looking forward to it :)(miss you fuckers....lol)
Quick update: So on Monday i took another test for math which sucked ass....hopefully i did good. :)
On thursday i went and chilled with Fara which was a lot of fun, Then at Midnight we met a couple of other people and watched "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire" at Midnight, which was really good.....I got back in at like 3:45 a.m then i was going to skip my Math class at 9 but Ashley called and yelled at me, and told me how she doesn't want to associate with a fool that skips class.....lol...so i went for her even though i was flipping tired. Anyways, so i went to math and then went to history and fell asleep oh well.....So then i went to work and the highlight of my day was when this fag called one of the lawyer's that i work for and flipping cussed me out and told me that he should fire me, cause i was worthless, and all i was good for was to eat and shit......(and no i'm not shitting you)....so yeah it was annoying, but humorous...lol....So yeah i got off of work and talked to tiny for a while.....interesting.....tried to keep her entertained on her drive to Austin.
Anyways, so i figured out and acknowledge that one of my biggest problems is that i flipping think too much, but not just think i analyze things in many perspectives....damn you psychology.....lol....oh well someday it will pay off....i hope.....lol...So now i just had a couple more of random thoughts, oh welll.......
Life we acknowledge it's an interesting subject:
We never sit back and think that maybe we have a certain path that we are supposed to take in life and that every decision that we make is just a different route on the road. That decision either hinders or enhances our true outcome.........Are we predestined for a certain life? The saying "for every action there is a reaction" whether its good or bad.....I think that's true......maybe..... Why fuck with what should be?...
Life......so many fucking decisions.....never knowing if the one you make is the right one, how do you know if it's the right one for you....is it that feeling that you get inside?......Or will you just know in time?
Another thing:
Fear is defined as: A reason for dread or apprehension and
Insecurity is defined as: Not sure or certain; doubtful
When it comes to realationships can you have one without the other, or are they inter-correlated....hmmmm.....
What is there to be scared of?.......If the decision you made was the right one?.....
That's when insecurity plays its factor......insecure about your decision causes you to have that fear.....do you take that chance?....
So i vote they are inter-correlated.....lol...
Should we let those fears and insecurities control our decision.....is it not worth the risk?
On another note:
Love......define it...can it be defined.....
Well let's see, the dictionary can't define a feeling can it?......
In life you don't always get what you want....cause shit if we did...... we would all be some Happy Mother fuckers...wouldn't we?...lol.....
Well.....In life you must learn that as much as you would want to stop something from happening....you can't really stop anything....If things are meant to be.....then they are inevitable.....aren't they?
As much as we want to believe that we have power in what happens in our lives, we learn that we can only decide and do soo much....But at the end most decisions involve another party and you can't make decisions for them as much as you want to......
I just think that life would be much better, without the complexities it brings.....RIGHT?
I swear the shit that i come up with...people think i'm high....lol....oh well i should be....lol..
Thought provoking aren't they?.......lol...Dude imagine if i did get high...the shit i would come up with then......now that would be funny!!!
Anyways, Well these are my random thoughts that i have....lol...
Peanut........Only if your lucky (there i mentioned you).....lol...
Alright......well that's enough on my day and thoughts....until next time fuckers "check ya laters"
P.S. Only 4 days till Fools come in.....looking forward to it :)(miss you fuckers....lol)