Life.....Love.....School...all very interesting subjects.....
Well what is there to say....other than i haven't updated in a while....hahha ...what's new right?...Anyways, well quick update with school, Well I got a couple of test back which were alright not to my greatest potential, but i do take responsibility over them lets just say i passed one with an acceptable passing grade, other one i passed according to college standards but not mine or HISD (lol) standards..... I still can't figure out if college is harder, or is it that i just have tooooooo much time on my hands and i think i can leave everything for the last minute....(i vote for the second choice) man i procrastinate hardcore hahaha...but who doesn't....
Anyways, life has been quiet a roller coaster, never knowing what to expect anymore.....I miss the simplicity of the old days....ya know what i mean....a couple of random thoughts that i've had and stole...hahahah......
love.. interesting concept.. why must we experience it.. why must we yearn it.. but when it goes bad why do we hate it.. tell me.. where would we be without love??...
love without hate.. is it possible??.. dont think so.. u need understand hate to understand love and vice versa....
(ELF)
It sucks not having control in what really happens in your life....I mean especially when it comes to love....
sometimes i wonder whats gonna happen and other times I just feel like its hopeless..other time and the majority of times i just choose to displace it...such a bad feeling to know someone is debating on whether ur good enough but who knows..anything can happen..love is a bitch... And it's just the beginning...
That may not be the case, but things have been happening so fast, everything is such a blurr...
Let's just say things are looking up, but at the same time i don't want to get too used to them because of the fear of it quickly crumbling by a simple useless factor.....I guess my main thing now is i won't get to accustomed to something unless someone has given me a Hell of a reason for it...know what i mean...
Life is crazy especially cause it changes in a drop of dime....who knows what's next in line...
Who knows what is to happen.....It's all good....who knows what the future holds for anyone..
I dunno why I'm in a contemplative mood for some reason i am....hence why i'm thinking of weird shit, so please excuse it....
Define to me what is forbidden love? is it love that you want and she wants, but for some strange reason you can't have one another.
or
is it when something is restraining you to approach it and explore it.....
Another perspective.....I have come to the conclusion that girls never know what the hell they want, they are always confused, and don't know how to appreciate what they have....hahahahaha....Maybe not all girls, but some...hahaha, and please don't think too much on that, i mean im not the only one that thinks that plenty of other people agree, and some are even girls themselves...hahaha...I mean, for example, with shoes, they never know whether to go for the "brown" or the "black," "high heels" or "low"...how many outfits do these match with...etc.etc. must i need go on...i mean even after they buy them they still think back and say "shit maybe i should of gotten the other pair" hahaha...
Piece of advise, don't dwell on the past....don't plan too ahead in the future....live in the present it's better that way....yep yep..hahah
Ok enough of this....Point is life....love...school and girls...have been very interesting concepts....who knows what it has in store for me.
I should really learn to make things more private but honestly speaking i don't really care who reads it just because its my journal so Fuck off.....j/k..
On another note....I been going to the movies a lot lately...I seen Jarhead, Legends of Zorro, The Fog, and Derailed....Out of all those the best one was Derailed and Jarhead, next was Legends of Zorro....The fog was ind of stupid and funnier than it was scarier.
Like i already said, this is a really unusual entry, but like my little rat says..."My mind works in a funny ways"...And at the moment im in a really contemplative mood, not necessarily in a bad way...hahahah ;)By the way i'm not too serious on these things they are just like i said "random thoughts"
Alright enough of my random thoughts.......and updates...Until next time bitches..."check ya later"
Oh yeah....Happy anniversary my fools!!!!
Anyways, life has been quiet a roller coaster, never knowing what to expect anymore.....I miss the simplicity of the old days....ya know what i mean....a couple of random thoughts that i've had and stole...hahahah......
love.. interesting concept.. why must we experience it.. why must we yearn it.. but when it goes bad why do we hate it.. tell me.. where would we be without love??...
love without hate.. is it possible??.. dont think so.. u need understand hate to understand love and vice versa....
(ELF)
It sucks not having control in what really happens in your life....I mean especially when it comes to love....
sometimes i wonder whats gonna happen and other times I just feel like its hopeless..other time and the majority of times i just choose to displace it...such a bad feeling to know someone is debating on whether ur good enough but who knows..anything can happen..love is a bitch... And it's just the beginning...
That may not be the case, but things have been happening so fast, everything is such a blurr...
Let's just say things are looking up, but at the same time i don't want to get too used to them because of the fear of it quickly crumbling by a simple useless factor.....I guess my main thing now is i won't get to accustomed to something unless someone has given me a Hell of a reason for it...know what i mean...
Life is crazy especially cause it changes in a drop of dime....who knows what's next in line...
Who knows what is to happen.....It's all good....who knows what the future holds for anyone..
I dunno why I'm in a contemplative mood for some reason i am....hence why i'm thinking of weird shit, so please excuse it....
Define to me what is forbidden love? is it love that you want and she wants, but for some strange reason you can't have one another.
or
is it when something is restraining you to approach it and explore it.....
Another perspective.....I have come to the conclusion that girls never know what the hell they want, they are always confused, and don't know how to appreciate what they have....hahahahaha....Maybe not all girls, but some...hahaha, and please don't think too much on that, i mean im not the only one that thinks that plenty of other people agree, and some are even girls themselves...hahaha...I mean, for example, with shoes, they never know whether to go for the "brown" or the "black," "high heels" or "low"...how many outfits do these match with...etc.etc. must i need go on...i mean even after they buy them they still think back and say "shit maybe i should of gotten the other pair" hahaha...
Piece of advise, don't dwell on the past....don't plan too ahead in the future....live in the present it's better that way....yep yep..hahah
Ok enough of this....Point is life....love...school and girls...have been very interesting concepts....who knows what it has in store for me.
I should really learn to make things more private but honestly speaking i don't really care who reads it just because its my journal so Fuck off.....j/k..
On another note....I been going to the movies a lot lately...I seen Jarhead, Legends of Zorro, The Fog, and Derailed....Out of all those the best one was Derailed and Jarhead, next was Legends of Zorro....The fog was ind of stupid and funnier than it was scarier.
Like i already said, this is a really unusual entry, but like my little rat says..."My mind works in a funny ways"...And at the moment im in a really contemplative mood, not necessarily in a bad way...hahahah ;)By the way i'm not too serious on these things they are just like i said "random thoughts"
Alright enough of my random thoughts.......and updates...Until next time bitches..."check ya later"
Oh yeah....Happy anniversary my fools!!!!