its friday
Today i woke up later than i wanted but it was ok, cuz i gave my self lots of time, i keep geting to be later than i should. eventualy i will get sleep. so i woke up after a while, got up at 6 55 and showered. then did devos and stuff, got ready. it was raining so i decided to walk, well thats so long time and wet, but it did it, till rebas corner, and then i got a ride. it was conveniant, i would of been late. so yeah, am i slipping, no i am just not stuborn now, i wont as k for them but wont refuse them always either, depends. i ate in the caffeteria today, it was fun, i almost like it better than the lougner, its just different.
Josh is so gone, but man it will be awesome to have him back and hear everything hes done, hes a good story teller, will be great. i like him and am pumped to do track with him after christmas.
I am enjoying school much more on this the second day, that just means that its all about transition time. i need to get used to the difference and then it will be amazing. got to find the swing and then take off, im really not nearly as worried or stressed cuz it kinda whatever now, it will all work out.
Cross country is gona be ok, i really need more ppl, im worried about sr girls, i cant really come up with any. but theres still time, we will see what happeneds. the bigist problem with it is all the conflicts. soccer, v ball and cross country are to entertwined so the best are busy. hopefuly they can make it for the races. a v ball tourney is not equivalent to a race because there are 3 of them and a million tourneys (and they dont matter) so suck it up, ok, that bugged me and thats weird, oh well. i have made some lists of who to take in and sr boys should be good, jv girls should be ok, we need brocks sis to run for us, not sure how provintials will work, hmmm, i should complaine to mhsaa about that consistant double booking. its dum and avoidable. jv boys will be ok too i hope. i need to look into niner possibities, they must be out there, i need to find them.
Devos are doing well cuz i am kinda waking up and taking responsobilit, i really want to finish reading my bible, its gona be good. i like, it psalms has some awesem.i wish i could write songs, that would rock.
I am mad at guitar now, i try and cant, atall i dont know how and others all around me are constanly talking about how they teach themselfs or out of a book and it angers me, i really dont have much musical talent. at all. and then i start getting down on me thinking i suck. thats becaue i am surownded my many "perfect" ppl. and i m really hard on myself sometimes especialy if i dont think about it hard enuf. so lets go. James: sing, play guitar, write songs, great with everyone, awesome at every sport, untimate coolio, oh and apperently he rockes at halo to even though he never had b4. Bad: not always the smartest ideas, not good at reading or math. Adam: Sports,all! can teach himself anything he wants to, guitar, comes to easytohim, stuff like stonehause, good with ppl, has a girl, finds school crazy easy ect. Bad: hmm, can 'not care' about stuff too much\, cant take comlplements, wont run or play socer (those dont count) so hes dum. Jordan: amazing at sports once again, can sing, not practice need for sax, can write amazing poetry, also find s the maths and sciences easy and NOW englsh too. Bad: can freeze up with girls, um... and then theres ppl like mandy who can play anysport and stuff, heidi who can play any insterment. so yeah i can sometimes get really down on myself because i compare myself to them, what i need to relize is that i dont NEED to be guitar player, or an awesome athenlet at everthing or a great poet. I have other things i can do well. God made us all different and awesome, some ppl just have more good stuff going for them. Steve K.: doesnt really care what ppl think, is creative, likes scrapbooking, realy good at running, is JOYFULL, not just happy, joyfull, like living new things, leader, servant, sometimes a deepish thingker fairly firm in his beliefs, good with ppl, can talk to most pple no matter what, likes history. Bad: can be too opinionated, sucks at matth and science, not good at any other sports, no good at music and learning guitar ect plus everthing i am forgeting for now. bu yeah im just wondeing what i should do, do i keep trying gutar cuz im not happy with it right now, and alsoi neeedo to love those ppl anywatys, maybe more, God blessed them i need to be the guy encourging, saying i love that you are useing this for God, keep it up. i dont need to do evertthing the best, God made others for that. i need to appriciate their talents. i will try and its goten better, i dont know if i should keep trying to play guitar so like sell it and help ppl. Help.
Yeah loving devos, bible rocks, love God, keep the faith strong. Pray!
TOday was krystens bday party, there wsa a hottub, my trunksk are at reimers, opps. i didnt goin anyways it was ok, i love the guys, they are so fun and funny and i dont ever get mad at them for more than 3 seconds, they are so not anoying and i can be so honest with them and ther is so mucuch oppertunity for that too. we ate and talked and stuff, tims trying out for the hawks team, thats awesome. this year and next i want to go see lots of sporting events. v ball,b ball, curling, hockey, badtinton, track, cross countey, soccer. both jv and sr. i want a schedual of all zodiac games. so yeah, i got some sweet pics of tim and stuff, need to develope a film yet from my party. fun fun.
the cuts were made for v ball today, not sure cuz pat talked tot each player individually, find out on monday i guess at the first practice. i like it but need to read the book, i have applied homework. stats, the palm is awesome, need to learn how to do that. i like the guys and i think they like me, maybe cuz im happy and joyful and fun, i guess.
Theres a soccer tourney tomoro, (sat) and i will go there and watch or see if warkey needs help,i really like doing heleping things. that starts at 9 30 or 10, i should go early. its alrady 12 10, no sleep tonite. the phys ed leadership class is great, but ppl are complaining about the hours and being busy and yet i havent heard anyone make an effort to help yet. i hope to jump the gun and get out there. servant.
Sunday school starts sunday, i needed a character and then at krystens i had a lighbulb. i should be a constructing/ carpenter guy cuz of our theme, tool box i duno, but year power tool box, and then ill fix things and hope to make it good. i should go to mcc tomoro. i need to do actions like walter, do, explain then all together. i love lightbulbs
NNNext year if i decide not to be the presedent i will deffenatly do the sporty commitie, but scince ppls keep saying i would make a good pres i probably will do that, i really hope for compition, i dont like the just get in thing.
All the guys are at reimers tonite for a lan party apperently, im not. i guessits partly cuz i dont like halo, or other video games atall andi wanted to sleep. but also cuz the soccer tourny i want to be at early. whatevs, its alright. my choice. i should sleep but yeah, not happening.'
I didnt like stryper s new songs but i now love itall but havent heard the cd straight threw yet, im trying, love stryper, im sure im anoying already cuz i keep talking about it but its so good and so 80's. woot.
Track will be better than ever and nothing really conflicts with it so everyone cam make it. it will be so much fun and i hope improve i hope jon braaks 5 min i think he will, but not get the 4 30 he says, but high goals are good. fun times ahead.
Working out begns on monday and goes mon, wed, fri, its will go grood. around 7 15 ish, and then i can shower ther, will be fun. i want to get strong. then i will run faster and can carry heavy things. we need whey powder in our cereal. im excited, im geting my workout from mr bell on monday. andi shold talk to g about that 5 days a week thing.
ME and kailey went running last nite but i when i got there at 10 15 she was not back from her 4th hour of v ball. so i was invited in by her parents and that was fun, i really like them , and her house. so kailey comes home and is dead tired and yet is still funny and acts excited for a run. so we did taht and went about 3-4 km. it was good we sprinted the end, that was really good. shes insane, 4hrs of v ball and then a run, wow. i hope to go running with her or alone lots more. i also hope we can be complealy honest about if we can or want to. cuz i hate it when i can be honset and expect the same back. it was really fun though, her parents are like adams a LOT. wow, i miss them, arnie and margo, i got to go there soon.
Our musical is joesph and the coat with some more words in there- amaging tecni colored caot? w/e. it might be good, i dont know any thing about it, i wonder if i will be involved in it at all. what does the pres have to do it they do a good job. i want to be a grad rep. thats every 2 weeks so tahts good. i might ot tech for it.
Im excied for stone house and the Predators Society, very pumped, starting this wed and then stonehaus on fri. and on the weekend a v ball tourney. praying will rock, i have a bunch of stuff write on clipy to do and promote it, posters, signs, announcments, ect. woot woot.
Julia is home and made cookies, shes crazy. it good to have her home. even if its just weekends.
thats all for now, peach up, peace out!
Saturday
-mcc: construction man
-bank: deposite
-soccer: 9 00ish
-run: shorty easy, call kailey?
-driving: 6-8 need licence
Josh is so gone, but man it will be awesome to have him back and hear everything hes done, hes a good story teller, will be great. i like him and am pumped to do track with him after christmas.
I am enjoying school much more on this the second day, that just means that its all about transition time. i need to get used to the difference and then it will be amazing. got to find the swing and then take off, im really not nearly as worried or stressed cuz it kinda whatever now, it will all work out.
Cross country is gona be ok, i really need more ppl, im worried about sr girls, i cant really come up with any. but theres still time, we will see what happeneds. the bigist problem with it is all the conflicts. soccer, v ball and cross country are to entertwined so the best are busy. hopefuly they can make it for the races. a v ball tourney is not equivalent to a race because there are 3 of them and a million tourneys (and they dont matter) so suck it up, ok, that bugged me and thats weird, oh well. i have made some lists of who to take in and sr boys should be good, jv girls should be ok, we need brocks sis to run for us, not sure how provintials will work, hmmm, i should complaine to mhsaa about that consistant double booking. its dum and avoidable. jv boys will be ok too i hope. i need to look into niner possibities, they must be out there, i need to find them.
Devos are doing well cuz i am kinda waking up and taking responsobilit, i really want to finish reading my bible, its gona be good. i like, it psalms has some awesem.i wish i could write songs, that would rock.
I am mad at guitar now, i try and cant, atall i dont know how and others all around me are constanly talking about how they teach themselfs or out of a book and it angers me, i really dont have much musical talent. at all. and then i start getting down on me thinking i suck. thats becaue i am surownded my many "perfect" ppl. and i m really hard on myself sometimes especialy if i dont think about it hard enuf. so lets go. James: sing, play guitar, write songs, great with everyone, awesome at every sport, untimate coolio, oh and apperently he rockes at halo to even though he never had b4. Bad: not always the smartest ideas, not good at reading or math. Adam: Sports,all! can teach himself anything he wants to, guitar, comes to easytohim, stuff like stonehause, good with ppl, has a girl, finds school crazy easy ect. Bad: hmm, can 'not care' about stuff too much\, cant take comlplements, wont run or play socer (those dont count) so hes dum. Jordan: amazing at sports once again, can sing, not practice need for sax, can write amazing poetry, also find s the maths and sciences easy and NOW englsh too. Bad: can freeze up with girls, um... and then theres ppl like mandy who can play anysport and stuff, heidi who can play any insterment. so yeah i can sometimes get really down on myself because i compare myself to them, what i need to relize is that i dont NEED to be guitar player, or an awesome athenlet at everthing or a great poet. I have other things i can do well. God made us all different and awesome, some ppl just have more good stuff going for them. Steve K.: doesnt really care what ppl think, is creative, likes scrapbooking, realy good at running, is JOYFULL, not just happy, joyfull, like living new things, leader, servant, sometimes a deepish thingker fairly firm in his beliefs, good with ppl, can talk to most pple no matter what, likes history. Bad: can be too opinionated, sucks at matth and science, not good at any other sports, no good at music and learning guitar ect plus everthing i am forgeting for now. bu yeah im just wondeing what i should do, do i keep trying gutar cuz im not happy with it right now, and alsoi neeedo to love those ppl anywatys, maybe more, God blessed them i need to be the guy encourging, saying i love that you are useing this for God, keep it up. i dont need to do evertthing the best, God made others for that. i need to appriciate their talents. i will try and its goten better, i dont know if i should keep trying to play guitar so like sell it and help ppl. Help.
Yeah loving devos, bible rocks, love God, keep the faith strong. Pray!
TOday was krystens bday party, there wsa a hottub, my trunksk are at reimers, opps. i didnt goin anyways it was ok, i love the guys, they are so fun and funny and i dont ever get mad at them for more than 3 seconds, they are so not anoying and i can be so honest with them and ther is so mucuch oppertunity for that too. we ate and talked and stuff, tims trying out for the hawks team, thats awesome. this year and next i want to go see lots of sporting events. v ball,b ball, curling, hockey, badtinton, track, cross countey, soccer. both jv and sr. i want a schedual of all zodiac games. so yeah, i got some sweet pics of tim and stuff, need to develope a film yet from my party. fun fun.
the cuts were made for v ball today, not sure cuz pat talked tot each player individually, find out on monday i guess at the first practice. i like it but need to read the book, i have applied homework. stats, the palm is awesome, need to learn how to do that. i like the guys and i think they like me, maybe cuz im happy and joyful and fun, i guess.
Theres a soccer tourney tomoro, (sat) and i will go there and watch or see if warkey needs help,i really like doing heleping things. that starts at 9 30 or 10, i should go early. its alrady 12 10, no sleep tonite. the phys ed leadership class is great, but ppl are complaining about the hours and being busy and yet i havent heard anyone make an effort to help yet. i hope to jump the gun and get out there. servant.
Sunday school starts sunday, i needed a character and then at krystens i had a lighbulb. i should be a constructing/ carpenter guy cuz of our theme, tool box i duno, but year power tool box, and then ill fix things and hope to make it good. i should go to mcc tomoro. i need to do actions like walter, do, explain then all together. i love lightbulbs
NNNext year if i decide not to be the presedent i will deffenatly do the sporty commitie, but scince ppls keep saying i would make a good pres i probably will do that, i really hope for compition, i dont like the just get in thing.
All the guys are at reimers tonite for a lan party apperently, im not. i guessits partly cuz i dont like halo, or other video games atall andi wanted to sleep. but also cuz the soccer tourny i want to be at early. whatevs, its alright. my choice. i should sleep but yeah, not happening.'
I didnt like stryper s new songs but i now love itall but havent heard the cd straight threw yet, im trying, love stryper, im sure im anoying already cuz i keep talking about it but its so good and so 80's. woot.
Track will be better than ever and nothing really conflicts with it so everyone cam make it. it will be so much fun and i hope improve i hope jon braaks 5 min i think he will, but not get the 4 30 he says, but high goals are good. fun times ahead.
Working out begns on monday and goes mon, wed, fri, its will go grood. around 7 15 ish, and then i can shower ther, will be fun. i want to get strong. then i will run faster and can carry heavy things. we need whey powder in our cereal. im excited, im geting my workout from mr bell on monday. andi shold talk to g about that 5 days a week thing.
ME and kailey went running last nite but i when i got there at 10 15 she was not back from her 4th hour of v ball. so i was invited in by her parents and that was fun, i really like them , and her house. so kailey comes home and is dead tired and yet is still funny and acts excited for a run. so we did taht and went about 3-4 km. it was good we sprinted the end, that was really good. shes insane, 4hrs of v ball and then a run, wow. i hope to go running with her or alone lots more. i also hope we can be complealy honest about if we can or want to. cuz i hate it when i can be honset and expect the same back. it was really fun though, her parents are like adams a LOT. wow, i miss them, arnie and margo, i got to go there soon.
Our musical is joesph and the coat with some more words in there- amaging tecni colored caot? w/e. it might be good, i dont know any thing about it, i wonder if i will be involved in it at all. what does the pres have to do it they do a good job. i want to be a grad rep. thats every 2 weeks so tahts good. i might ot tech for it.
Im excied for stone house and the Predators Society, very pumped, starting this wed and then stonehaus on fri. and on the weekend a v ball tourney. praying will rock, i have a bunch of stuff write on clipy to do and promote it, posters, signs, announcments, ect. woot woot.
Julia is home and made cookies, shes crazy. it good to have her home. even if its just weekends.
thats all for now, peach up, peace out!
Saturday
-mcc: construction man
-bank: deposite
-soccer: 9 00ish
-run: shorty easy, call kailey?
-driving: 6-8 need licence