I used to drink to try to drink the memories and the pain away.  Lately I've been finding myself drinking trying to remember.  When it all comes right down to it, it's sad.  I remember vanishing from the boat.  I remember meeting again with Kelly and the Guild Elders and the attempt at reprogramming.

( Part 2, which brings us to the present. )

I can't sleep.  I woke up trying to remember something, but when I seem as if I'm coming up on what it is, it just goes black as if the memory doesn't exist.

But...I feel it there.

This happens just about every other night.  I...maybe I should say something to Mathiu, but...he has enough on his mind as it is.

Gods.  I wonder if the tavern is ( Read more... )