I spent the night at Mathiu's again.  We spent the earlier part of the day fishing.

I wish...

Have I really forgotten what it was like to be in love?

This is not to say that I don't love Mathiu.  I do.  But I don't feel that rush, that flying feeling of love that I remember.  Maybe I'm past that point in my life where I need that sort of ( Read more... )

Well, Mathiu and I finally talked.It went a lot better than I thought, honestly.  It was like I mentioned before - I didn't want Mathiu to feel insecure about my feelings for him in light of the things Clive and I were to one another at a previous point in our lives.  Things are different now.  I love Mathiu ( Read more... )

( It's too loud to just listen to myself think... )

( It'll be just like before...I'll help you, Elza. )

( Private entry - Complete and Total Mess in e minor by Elza )

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( OOC: The Mash / Elza playlist, updated occasionally )

( I never noticed the cold at all, Mathiu. )

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Where Apple meets the other woman in Mathiu's life.

( She [really] worries about you. )