Sontag
I don't seem to make entries much anymore. I probably shouldn't be making one now because I know that I'm in a not so great mood that's going to pass in a bit. Well here we go anyway.
I'm visiting Albright tomorrow. And I'm starting to lean towards it. For a few reasons really. I've determined that I do kind of like the area, and I might even want to live around there after I'm done school. It's in the Appalachian foothills and is still relatively close to home. Also Ramapo still hasn't sent me financial information and I'm less sure about going to an area that I know in one of the most densely populated areas of the country, as Mahwah is. Plus Albright's giving me a scholarship that apparently a New Jersey state school didn't think I was good enough for. I'm really exited about being off at college, but at the same time, I don't want to think about it. Sheryl thinks about it a lot and that upsets me. It upsets her more, only because I refuse to think about it. I'm going to fall apart the day we have to say goodbye for a couple months, but that's still pretty far away. And I try to think about it as little as possible because if I think about it before it happens, I can't fully enjoy the time we have now. I love that girl to death, and I want her to be in my life 'til I'm in the ground.
Anyway. I have a project due for Joyce.....well past due. Because it's stupid. "Write a two page proposal and then a spreadsheet to solve Africa's problems." I've never made a spreadsheet before. And let's just think about that word for a minute. Do you get any other image than some guy wearing a tie sitting in a cubicle contemplating suicide? No. But I guess I'll have to give it a shot tonight and get it in for probably 10 points off. not counting the points off for it being really crappy, which is unavoidable for a project I don't give a shit about.
I need a job. Bad. I'm rapidly running out of money and I still have to spend a shit load on Prom and figure out how to rent a tux. (Ya think Good Will has any?). My Uncle's Collector car insurance says I can't legally drive the Mustang. But I'm not averse to pulling over a block away from the manor and taking it from there. Then the day after that I'm hoping for all of us to head to Wildwood and chill. I can probably get the Buick for that, so I can drive two other people who need it. Cassie, if you can get up here the morning after prom I can take you and Chris. Then of course I have to spend money for Boardwalk Pizza. That's a given though. That'll be a rad day anyway.
I want to go camping soon. But I don't think I'll have enough money in the near future to pull it off. I've applied for jobs at three places that won't hire me. And i have an application to Office Depot that disgusts me to much to put my name on. I need to find an unusual part time job. I'd absolutely hate doing anything else. I need physical labor. But Ice covers that. I also want to have time to help out with Learning stages over the summer. I want the chance to really get into tech stuff before I got to college for it. I won't be able to do it everyday. Because I'll need to have another job along with ice.
Dinner's finally ready. I'ma go eat now so I can get Sheryl Over here.
Fuck spell check.
Shalom, bitches.
I'm visiting Albright tomorrow. And I'm starting to lean towards it. For a few reasons really. I've determined that I do kind of like the area, and I might even want to live around there after I'm done school. It's in the Appalachian foothills and is still relatively close to home. Also Ramapo still hasn't sent me financial information and I'm less sure about going to an area that I know in one of the most densely populated areas of the country, as Mahwah is. Plus Albright's giving me a scholarship that apparently a New Jersey state school didn't think I was good enough for. I'm really exited about being off at college, but at the same time, I don't want to think about it. Sheryl thinks about it a lot and that upsets me. It upsets her more, only because I refuse to think about it. I'm going to fall apart the day we have to say goodbye for a couple months, but that's still pretty far away. And I try to think about it as little as possible because if I think about it before it happens, I can't fully enjoy the time we have now. I love that girl to death, and I want her to be in my life 'til I'm in the ground.
Anyway. I have a project due for Joyce.....well past due. Because it's stupid. "Write a two page proposal and then a spreadsheet to solve Africa's problems." I've never made a spreadsheet before. And let's just think about that word for a minute. Do you get any other image than some guy wearing a tie sitting in a cubicle contemplating suicide? No. But I guess I'll have to give it a shot tonight and get it in for probably 10 points off. not counting the points off for it being really crappy, which is unavoidable for a project I don't give a shit about.
I need a job. Bad. I'm rapidly running out of money and I still have to spend a shit load on Prom and figure out how to rent a tux. (Ya think Good Will has any?). My Uncle's Collector car insurance says I can't legally drive the Mustang. But I'm not averse to pulling over a block away from the manor and taking it from there. Then the day after that I'm hoping for all of us to head to Wildwood and chill. I can probably get the Buick for that, so I can drive two other people who need it. Cassie, if you can get up here the morning after prom I can take you and Chris. Then of course I have to spend money for Boardwalk Pizza. That's a given though. That'll be a rad day anyway.
I want to go camping soon. But I don't think I'll have enough money in the near future to pull it off. I've applied for jobs at three places that won't hire me. And i have an application to Office Depot that disgusts me to much to put my name on. I need to find an unusual part time job. I'd absolutely hate doing anything else. I need physical labor. But Ice covers that. I also want to have time to help out with Learning stages over the summer. I want the chance to really get into tech stuff before I got to college for it. I won't be able to do it everyday. Because I'll need to have another job along with ice.
Dinner's finally ready. I'ma go eat now so I can get Sheryl Over here.
Fuck spell check.
Shalom, bitches.