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i'm scared that i'm too needy.
i know i'm needy and i'm trying to hold it back.
like, i feel ignored and forgotten about when i only get 3 texts in a whole day.
is that dumb?
it probly is.
i have this problem where i expect everyone to think and act the same as i do.
and the 3 itty bitty texts made me feel like he doesn't care.
i need constant reassurance and i don't know if he gets that.
or wants that.
it's only been 3 months and haven't let myself be completely open to him yet.
scaring him away would be horrible.
i need to figure out a way to get over these expectations and just let things go.
sometiems i feel like i'm tryin to be the girlfriend he wants instead of the person i am.
i don't wanna let him down.
i know i'm needy and i'm trying to hold it back.
like, i feel ignored and forgotten about when i only get 3 texts in a whole day.
is that dumb?
it probly is.
i have this problem where i expect everyone to think and act the same as i do.
and the 3 itty bitty texts made me feel like he doesn't care.
i need constant reassurance and i don't know if he gets that.
or wants that.
it's only been 3 months and haven't let myself be completely open to him yet.
scaring him away would be horrible.
i need to figure out a way to get over these expectations and just let things go.
sometiems i feel like i'm tryin to be the girlfriend he wants instead of the person i am.
i don't wanna let him down.