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I do not have a lot of time to update, since I am almost off of my shift at the desk, so here are some of the things that happened this week:
So much has happened this week emotionally, that I was kind of drained. There were several times this week that I just wanted to cry and release all of the negative emotion in me, but I could not manage to get more than a couple tears to come out, which happened when I went for a walk with Laura on Fri. I have been wanting to pray so much for all that has been going on, but it seems like when I finally have the chance to be alone, I can not respond the way I feel like I want to. That proably sounds wierd to you, but don't you ever feel like that though... Where you truely feel like grieving over something, but it is just not something you can do? Perhaps a friend had something terrible happen to them, and you feel horrible and want to show compassion, but you feel bad for not being able to cry. Francesco and Laura are no longer going out, and I can admit, it was a shock to me. It was very unexpected, and I feel terrible for all that Laura has been through in the past. I love her so much as my friend, yet she is feeling so hopeless right now. I wish I could just give her the biggest hug ever and tell her God loves her, but that is easier said than done. I hope God let this happen for a good reason, even if the reason is not meant to be known until later on.
I got to have lunch with Andrew, Eddy and Adele, from my dorm. I found out that Andrew is an awesome photographer, and I got to see his pictures from his stay in India. It was very inspiring, and made me think about possibly wanting to do photography as a career. As far as my decision on chaning my major, I have not made any big decisions to change yet, however I am still thinking about changing my major. Three majors that have appealed to me so far are Photography, Arts Education, and Recreational Management. Art Therapy sounds very cool too, but I don't think ASU offers it.
I was just assigned a huge Drafting project for this week, and it is going to take a lot of time, mental thought of math(measurements and fractions), and drawing to get it done. I hope that I can dilifently get it done this week, and that I would not feel too tortured that I might not have a social life this week. LOL.
I must admit that once the clock hits 6:30 pm on Friday, I am usually relieved for classes to be done with. Despite the fact that I have classes on Saturday, I feel like the week can finally wind down once I am through with my Friday classes. This last Friday, after classes, I ate dinner at Angela's house and after that I went to the ASU orchestra concert. It was so much fun, esp. to see my friends perform!
Another fun thing that happened this week was that I got to be in charge of decorating the World Missions Dinner we had at the CC building.
So much has happened this week emotionally, that I was kind of drained. There were several times this week that I just wanted to cry and release all of the negative emotion in me, but I could not manage to get more than a couple tears to come out, which happened when I went for a walk with Laura on Fri. I have been wanting to pray so much for all that has been going on, but it seems like when I finally have the chance to be alone, I can not respond the way I feel like I want to. That proably sounds wierd to you, but don't you ever feel like that though... Where you truely feel like grieving over something, but it is just not something you can do? Perhaps a friend had something terrible happen to them, and you feel horrible and want to show compassion, but you feel bad for not being able to cry. Francesco and Laura are no longer going out, and I can admit, it was a shock to me. It was very unexpected, and I feel terrible for all that Laura has been through in the past. I love her so much as my friend, yet she is feeling so hopeless right now. I wish I could just give her the biggest hug ever and tell her God loves her, but that is easier said than done. I hope God let this happen for a good reason, even if the reason is not meant to be known until later on.
I got to have lunch with Andrew, Eddy and Adele, from my dorm. I found out that Andrew is an awesome photographer, and I got to see his pictures from his stay in India. It was very inspiring, and made me think about possibly wanting to do photography as a career. As far as my decision on chaning my major, I have not made any big decisions to change yet, however I am still thinking about changing my major. Three majors that have appealed to me so far are Photography, Arts Education, and Recreational Management. Art Therapy sounds very cool too, but I don't think ASU offers it.
I was just assigned a huge Drafting project for this week, and it is going to take a lot of time, mental thought of math(measurements and fractions), and drawing to get it done. I hope that I can dilifently get it done this week, and that I would not feel too tortured that I might not have a social life this week. LOL.
I must admit that once the clock hits 6:30 pm on Friday, I am usually relieved for classes to be done with. Despite the fact that I have classes on Saturday, I feel like the week can finally wind down once I am through with my Friday classes. This last Friday, after classes, I ate dinner at Angela's house and after that I went to the ASU orchestra concert. It was so much fun, esp. to see my friends perform!
Another fun thing that happened this week was that I got to be in charge of decorating the World Missions Dinner we had at the CC building.