A Month
So it has been a month since my last update. Sorry i have like no time between working two jobs and when i think about it i never am up to sit down and type
Things at ITC are good. Susie broke her anckle in 3 spots so she will be off till the end of january or so she says we don't think so we think it will be longer. So i got her tuesdays now and i work everyday :) it's tireing but it;s worth it. I love what i do (except when i'm not busy) i'm getting a lot of regular requests which is always nice and i love how there has been no conflict since susie left.
Things at the theatre are ok like usual. I want to leave so bad sometimes. Mostly i think this when i'm working with rodney. I hate working with him. I can't stand him at all. Tonight i fucking had to stay the whole night and wait for 14 people even though there was 2 managers and the 4 in bobby had no food. It was dumb. Then rodney asked me if i did the garbages, i said i had one bag from 3 and 4 and all the rest were less than 1/4 full some even had like two things in it. SO after i was done cleaning the staff room which he wouldn't let me wait 10 minutes until i was off and could just clean it get my stuff and leave it needed to be done right then so i would have to make two trips. Anyways i come down and he's like all the garbages need to be done and taken out. So i took out every garbage bag even the ones with 2 things in it stuffed it into another bag it was so stupid. What the hell is the point to pay the cleaners in the morning? if we have to clean the theatres, and take out every bag of garbage there is. WHat the hell is left for them? Then he got pissed when i didn't do clecks for like 30 minutes i told him how i stop at 10:30 usually and he's like WHY and i'm just like cause usually at 10:30 a bunch of movies are getting out and i don't have time. And he's like you always have to be doing checks and blah blah blah
Things with jamie and i are i donno anymore. I'm just so stressed out about it which is probably why i get sick so often. i don't wanna lose him but sometimes it feels as though i already have. He doesn't do anything that he use to. He doesn't bring me presents just because, he doesn't come surprise me at work, he doesn't get happy to see me. He hates skooter which bothers me more than anything, skooter and jamie and basically my world and it really upsets me that he doesn't like him and it seems like jamie doesn't care that it bothers me. All we ever do when we have time is watch a movie and go to sleep. That's it. I wanna do more, i wanna go out for dinner, i wanna go for walks with the dog, i wanna go on trips. On the 9th he wants me to go to this banquet with him it has something to do with firefighting jason invited us. I told him i would go. BUt i donno, i don't like how he completely changes around jason, he ignores me and does whatever jason wants to do. But i have to go cause if sylvia found out that i didn't got and she changed my schedual so i could go and didn;t go she would be pissed cause nicole does that all the time. He used to have that he loves me in his msn name it was a heart with my name beside it but he doesn't anymore. Yet when he was with erika he NEVER took her name outta his msn name. He always did all this sweet stuff for her and he doesn't do anything for me, not that it is a big deal but it would be nice once in awhile. I even have to force him to buy me food, and even then i have to share it with him, when i ALWAYS buy him food and never ask for some. I even buy him food for when he comes over when i should be buying food i wanna eat. I just miss the old jamie
Nick e-mailed me today it was pretty crazy since i havn't talked to him since march, hopefully we'll keep in touch now, he's living in Cape Breton i guess asistant manager of coop and i guess they think he'll have his own store within a year. I'm happy things are going really good for him, he a good guy.
Anyways i'm really tired it's been a long day
~*steph*~ xoxo
Things at ITC are good. Susie broke her anckle in 3 spots so she will be off till the end of january or so she says we don't think so we think it will be longer. So i got her tuesdays now and i work everyday :) it's tireing but it;s worth it. I love what i do (except when i'm not busy) i'm getting a lot of regular requests which is always nice and i love how there has been no conflict since susie left.
Things at the theatre are ok like usual. I want to leave so bad sometimes. Mostly i think this when i'm working with rodney. I hate working with him. I can't stand him at all. Tonight i fucking had to stay the whole night and wait for 14 people even though there was 2 managers and the 4 in bobby had no food. It was dumb. Then rodney asked me if i did the garbages, i said i had one bag from 3 and 4 and all the rest were less than 1/4 full some even had like two things in it. SO after i was done cleaning the staff room which he wouldn't let me wait 10 minutes until i was off and could just clean it get my stuff and leave it needed to be done right then so i would have to make two trips. Anyways i come down and he's like all the garbages need to be done and taken out. So i took out every garbage bag even the ones with 2 things in it stuffed it into another bag it was so stupid. What the hell is the point to pay the cleaners in the morning? if we have to clean the theatres, and take out every bag of garbage there is. WHat the hell is left for them? Then he got pissed when i didn't do clecks for like 30 minutes i told him how i stop at 10:30 usually and he's like WHY and i'm just like cause usually at 10:30 a bunch of movies are getting out and i don't have time. And he's like you always have to be doing checks and blah blah blah
Things with jamie and i are i donno anymore. I'm just so stressed out about it which is probably why i get sick so often. i don't wanna lose him but sometimes it feels as though i already have. He doesn't do anything that he use to. He doesn't bring me presents just because, he doesn't come surprise me at work, he doesn't get happy to see me. He hates skooter which bothers me more than anything, skooter and jamie and basically my world and it really upsets me that he doesn't like him and it seems like jamie doesn't care that it bothers me. All we ever do when we have time is watch a movie and go to sleep. That's it. I wanna do more, i wanna go out for dinner, i wanna go for walks with the dog, i wanna go on trips. On the 9th he wants me to go to this banquet with him it has something to do with firefighting jason invited us. I told him i would go. BUt i donno, i don't like how he completely changes around jason, he ignores me and does whatever jason wants to do. But i have to go cause if sylvia found out that i didn't got and she changed my schedual so i could go and didn;t go she would be pissed cause nicole does that all the time. He used to have that he loves me in his msn name it was a heart with my name beside it but he doesn't anymore. Yet when he was with erika he NEVER took her name outta his msn name. He always did all this sweet stuff for her and he doesn't do anything for me, not that it is a big deal but it would be nice once in awhile. I even have to force him to buy me food, and even then i have to share it with him, when i ALWAYS buy him food and never ask for some. I even buy him food for when he comes over when i should be buying food i wanna eat. I just miss the old jamie
Nick e-mailed me today it was pretty crazy since i havn't talked to him since march, hopefully we'll keep in touch now, he's living in Cape Breton i guess asistant manager of coop and i guess they think he'll have his own store within a year. I'm happy things are going really good for him, he a good guy.
Anyways i'm really tired it's been a long day
~*steph*~ xoxo