confused

[stephler]

i'm just really confused about what i should do. I feel like a bitch most of the time because of how i feel about a certain thing. i feel as though i'm holding him back and if he wasn't with me then he would be doing what he wants. And i feel bad about that cause i'm really againt it but i also wouldn't want him to hold me back from what i wanna do. i don't wanna get hurt again and that's what i'm scared of happening if he does do this. I know he wouldn't hurt me but i'm just scared it may happen and that's why i try not to get attach to things anymore cause everyone always leaves.

Anyways i have to get ready for work

~*steph*~ xoxo

~never make somebody your everything cause when they're gone you've got nothing~ i am trying but it's hard