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Apr 21, 2006 23:16

today was beautiful
something about the air, the way the sun was shining, it all made me feel so positive about my life.
theres something about spring that gets me in such a way where it makes me realize that there is hope to every situation in my life.
everywhere i looked outside today felt like i was falling in love with something new and beautiful.
it was an amazing feeling.
new york city is so beautiful in the spring.
just the way the air was and how everything was put together so perfectly like some sort of puzzel.

and to think i woke up this morning feeling so down because the end of my break was coming, but now, its something different, its the start of something, the first preview of a beautiful summer.
or atleast i hope its beautiful...although it might be something much less than beautiful and more greasy and well...fried. i hope i dont go to summer school though.
you know what though? if the beautiful spring weather gives me that much optomism everyday, i'll have enough motivation to get me through my studies just until school ends. this is after all, the last stretch of school and then its out for summer. so i hope i can put in all my effort to make it a really good last semester and then have a summer of relaxing. and hopefully drives to the beach, now that everyone drives.

today im looking up, as badly as i wanna punch myself in the face when i look in the mirror, today is still looking up and im completely in love with it. i truely have that melting feeling within my heart.

"and so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees, just as things grow in fast movies, I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer"
-Great Gatsby
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