i wanna go hooome...
ok so im officially sick and tired of being in mississippi. is it
just me or did i move down south and slowly move my way back up to
mass? thats all i want. damn why did i ever leave in the first place?
oh yea i like change and moving. haha not anymore. i went home
this past week to see everyone but ended up only seeing a few people.
it was kind of sad because there were people i wish i couldve seen but
there just wasnt enough time. if tobes wasnt in the hospital,
then maybe, but things happen and im glad i stayed there with him for a
night and that hes getting better. however, coming back to MS
hasnt been the easiest. ive been hit hard with depression this
past week, told my boyfriend i need a break, and just feel like im
doing horribly in school. what is wrong with me?
stress=depression right? apparently i dont know how to handle it.
buuut i need to because i am under a loooot of it.
i visited lindsey last weekend and that was really fun. in fact it was one of the only times i truly felt happy. of course when i visited tobes i did, but theres something about being with ur best girl friend. we thought we were "drifting apart" but what we found out was when we met back up, we were just as close of friends as we were before if not closer. :) i was a little jealous tho because i wished that i couldve had the easy transition she had for her freshman year. she has great friends, a great school, and is doing awesome! i dont know how she can even say she gets depressed. i would be just like "look at me i kick soo much ass cuz i know what im doing!" pursuing your goals rocks, i guess i just have a little ways to go before i can get to where id like to be.
i went and visited salem, and i decided id like to go to salem state in january. being in mass would make me the happiest and salem is one of the cheapest. plus i can become a mass resident once i start living there and save since ill be going there for 7 years to get my masters in counseling psych. that was the one great thing about that school...they offer a masters degree in counseling psychology! YAY! not a lot of schools go that, even expensive ones. weird huh?
well i just dyed my hair to dark brown and im putting red streaks underneath. i think it will look cool with a shocking factor to it. but hey thats exactly what i want, even tho i dont like too much attention. well i think ill read and hit the hay. cant wait to be home again...my dreams are calling :)
LoVe&LiGht
Steph
i visited lindsey last weekend and that was really fun. in fact it was one of the only times i truly felt happy. of course when i visited tobes i did, but theres something about being with ur best girl friend. we thought we were "drifting apart" but what we found out was when we met back up, we were just as close of friends as we were before if not closer. :) i was a little jealous tho because i wished that i couldve had the easy transition she had for her freshman year. she has great friends, a great school, and is doing awesome! i dont know how she can even say she gets depressed. i would be just like "look at me i kick soo much ass cuz i know what im doing!" pursuing your goals rocks, i guess i just have a little ways to go before i can get to where id like to be.
i went and visited salem, and i decided id like to go to salem state in january. being in mass would make me the happiest and salem is one of the cheapest. plus i can become a mass resident once i start living there and save since ill be going there for 7 years to get my masters in counseling psych. that was the one great thing about that school...they offer a masters degree in counseling psychology! YAY! not a lot of schools go that, even expensive ones. weird huh?
well i just dyed my hair to dark brown and im putting red streaks underneath. i think it will look cool with a shocking factor to it. but hey thats exactly what i want, even tho i dont like too much attention. well i think ill read and hit the hay. cant wait to be home again...my dreams are calling :)
LoVe&LiGht
Steph