feeling a little better
so i realized that i have to get through this somehow...might as well do something about it right? well i did and ive just been like looking at tampa in a different way. i guess a more positive outlook. i mean it hasnt changed my view in it but i can understand why other people would like it. if ur into clubbing or had never experienced that before, then def this is the place! or if ur parents had extreme restrictions on u and u get here it hits u and ur likes whoa i have all this freedom is such a place? and then u go crrazzyyy haha and i mean certain parts are fun like going to shows and going to see what is outside of our school...but other parts arent like getting to know people..sort of having a connection and then figuring out that they really arent ur true friends. im a firm believer in like knowing when people are ur true friends and the only people here who seem that way are kay, dave, and shane. how come i always have guy friends and like one girl friend? haha sooo weird of me. well anyway then i start talking to people from nj and just over the internet or over the phone i feel more of a connection with them than anyone here. its sooo weird! and trust me u can get to know people here its a small school...plus half the school is transferring (no joke). the other thing that i really miss a lot are season changes which ive already explained in total detail. so im just trying to look at tampa through someone elses eyes for a little but its hard because im so biased about this place. and the other thing is i wish i could talk to more people about it but they arent here experiencing it so no one can fully understand..only kay can. but fl is def a great place to come on vacation i just wish i had realized that some time before. well anyways moving onnnn....
tonight im going to see armor for sleep and stars hide fire. its gonna be an amazing show :-) last week we saw sparta, copeland, further seems forever, and sunshine. sparta is absolutely awesome live!! they are like my fave band now! we have one more show to go to when we come back from our thanksgiving break and it has like 10 bands in it...im really looking forward to seeing coheed, the used, tbs (again..even tho they werent too good live last time), my chemical romance, and story of the year (which i saw with some awesome people last year!!). and we still need to go to the photographic museum of arts..i think i wanna get more into photography or something of the like..just to have as a hobby or side project. maybe ill get a digital cam for xmas. haha hmm im just trying to look towards the future thats all. is that so wrong? i mean i know the present is a gift, but right now...its a pretty sucky one.
tonight im going to see armor for sleep and stars hide fire. its gonna be an amazing show :-) last week we saw sparta, copeland, further seems forever, and sunshine. sparta is absolutely awesome live!! they are like my fave band now! we have one more show to go to when we come back from our thanksgiving break and it has like 10 bands in it...im really looking forward to seeing coheed, the used, tbs (again..even tho they werent too good live last time), my chemical romance, and story of the year (which i saw with some awesome people last year!!). and we still need to go to the photographic museum of arts..i think i wanna get more into photography or something of the like..just to have as a hobby or side project. maybe ill get a digital cam for xmas. haha hmm im just trying to look towards the future thats all. is that so wrong? i mean i know the present is a gift, but right now...its a pretty sucky one.