i feel left out
so i'm starting to feel left out of the loop here, being that i am a good many miles away (who knows how far haha). i mean yea we are all away at college but it would still be nice to be even a state away from where im from. just to come back for homecoming and random visits to the people i love. :'( I guess I'm feeling this way cuz joce just called me and I havent talked to her since i moved! its just like..omg did moving and changing and all that really put an effect on who ive been able to stay in contact with? i really hope not because i dont want it to seem that way. and i just feel bad cuz then i regret not being able to hang out with certain people before i left. i mean even not getting to say goodbye to certain people put a huge damper on me moving and still does! i dont live in the same house anymore. i keep thinking im going to wake up from this horrible nightmare of living in the south and just be in my house in northbridge again but im not! and i dont know when or how im ever going to accept that change. i guess im just going to have to one of these days but until then ill be making many trips...so lindz and tobes..make room! haha ur sisters comin home..hopefully over xmas. all right well i still feel sad but i think i have to think about why hahaha im such a dork like that..but i wrote a really cute poem about november today...mayyybe if ur lucky ill post it here or on my space. much love and keep in touch :-)