goodbye is not enough..
bahhhhhhh this song is stuck in my head and as the lyrics go 'this is killing me'. stupid god damn photos.
so i figured time to do an updatey.
friday night i went to neilos. I dont recall us doing much. Well we went to the pub to see shane and have one drink and then we came home. sat around watching something stupid on tv and then went to bed.
saturday neil had to work so the majority of my day was spent lounging around without him. I thought this stunk coz weekends are my only opportunity to spend with him. Had lunch with garry and vanora and read some stupid article about how those colourful jelly bracelets that everyone wears indicate what sexual activities us youngins get up to. for example seeing as the majority of us all wear the black ones it means that we are all having sexual intercourse.. and if you dare wear a blue one.. uh oh look out your mummy will find out your having oral sex oh and if its green well that just goes to show you dont mind a bit of 'outdoor activity' if you know waht i mean. Then we read on to realise that this actually derived from america.. i mean come on where else eh?!
Saturday night we went out to town to meet up with the lovely allira and gav. We have so much fun when we are out with them. i even witnessed some of the most breathtaking photos on aliras phone. haha. made me giggle like a school girl. so after we were at the beergarden for a couple of hours we wandered over to the trocaderro where some stupid crappy bands played... we got bored and gav was wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too pissed so we wandered over to the party. Gemma runs up to me and tells me merrin is upset so i try to find her.. she found me. GIGANTIC HUGS FOR MERRIN! Some so called 'friends' can be so trashy but dont worry i am here for you anytime. Gemma comes over and gives me a cigarette... hmm meh who cares i was drunk by then. However i did proceed to burn myself numerous times and if it wasnt me it was someone else. NEIL IM LOOKING AT YOU! had much fun dancing with lauren and gemma and blaming lisa for things because i thought she was gemma. Neil comes over and tells me that emma asked if i was with gav and when neil said no she said 'good coz my friend really likes her'.. this intrigued me so i went on a mission to find this so called 'friend'. It turned out to be some boy called scotty (coincidence im sure) and yeah ive been saying the last few weeks that he wants to be davey havok and scares the bejeebus out of me.Seemed like a nice guy though but ill stick with my neilo thank you very much.
i was standing around at one point just watching things go by when this guy walks straight up to me and grabs my shoulder and goes STEPH!!!!!!! holy shit it was nick!!! i havent seen this boy in ages he then proceeds to tell me that tim and matt were there too!! bahhhhhhh brisbane kids galore. I love these boys with all my heart. it was a horror when the ataris came on seeing as thats how we all met. well it was actually at matts formal but i met matt through the ataris.so much fun was had catching up with them. so i finish dancing and HOLY SHIT i cant find anyone. I wandered around for ages and then i walked outside and tried to phone neil... no answer... tried to fone gav.. he picks up but was too drunk so allira tells me neil is still out... i try to call neil again.. hamish answers so i presumed he was home without me... hamish tells me neil left his phone at home... then hoorah neil walks out the party after looking for me. YAY LETS GO HOME!Went home and slept... so good.
Sunday was spent doing absolutely nothing. it was grand. neil was spose to go to jam in the afternoon but gav didnt so deano told us just to come around and if thye play they play if they dont, they dont. we didnt go so we just went and picked up neils car which was still in surfers. i got really pissed off by some stupid slurry who nearly made me have an accident. stupid impatient dickhead. Yeah another boring night last night and early rise this morning for school.
school was shit today. but i figured out there are different levels of pharmacy assistant and the only difference is about $10 a week so im going to try and get a job as the lower one. seems easier and i dont have to remember so much.
im just starting to realise that this is my life. Its a good thing that i'm happy with every part of it.
so i figured time to do an updatey.
friday night i went to neilos. I dont recall us doing much. Well we went to the pub to see shane and have one drink and then we came home. sat around watching something stupid on tv and then went to bed.
saturday neil had to work so the majority of my day was spent lounging around without him. I thought this stunk coz weekends are my only opportunity to spend with him. Had lunch with garry and vanora and read some stupid article about how those colourful jelly bracelets that everyone wears indicate what sexual activities us youngins get up to. for example seeing as the majority of us all wear the black ones it means that we are all having sexual intercourse.. and if you dare wear a blue one.. uh oh look out your mummy will find out your having oral sex oh and if its green well that just goes to show you dont mind a bit of 'outdoor activity' if you know waht i mean. Then we read on to realise that this actually derived from america.. i mean come on where else eh?!
Saturday night we went out to town to meet up with the lovely allira and gav. We have so much fun when we are out with them. i even witnessed some of the most breathtaking photos on aliras phone. haha. made me giggle like a school girl. so after we were at the beergarden for a couple of hours we wandered over to the trocaderro where some stupid crappy bands played... we got bored and gav was wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too pissed so we wandered over to the party. Gemma runs up to me and tells me merrin is upset so i try to find her.. she found me. GIGANTIC HUGS FOR MERRIN! Some so called 'friends' can be so trashy but dont worry i am here for you anytime. Gemma comes over and gives me a cigarette... hmm meh who cares i was drunk by then. However i did proceed to burn myself numerous times and if it wasnt me it was someone else. NEIL IM LOOKING AT YOU! had much fun dancing with lauren and gemma and blaming lisa for things because i thought she was gemma. Neil comes over and tells me that emma asked if i was with gav and when neil said no she said 'good coz my friend really likes her'.. this intrigued me so i went on a mission to find this so called 'friend'. It turned out to be some boy called scotty (coincidence im sure) and yeah ive been saying the last few weeks that he wants to be davey havok and scares the bejeebus out of me.Seemed like a nice guy though but ill stick with my neilo thank you very much.
i was standing around at one point just watching things go by when this guy walks straight up to me and grabs my shoulder and goes STEPH!!!!!!! holy shit it was nick!!! i havent seen this boy in ages he then proceeds to tell me that tim and matt were there too!! bahhhhhhh brisbane kids galore. I love these boys with all my heart. it was a horror when the ataris came on seeing as thats how we all met. well it was actually at matts formal but i met matt through the ataris.so much fun was had catching up with them. so i finish dancing and HOLY SHIT i cant find anyone. I wandered around for ages and then i walked outside and tried to phone neil... no answer... tried to fone gav.. he picks up but was too drunk so allira tells me neil is still out... i try to call neil again.. hamish answers so i presumed he was home without me... hamish tells me neil left his phone at home... then hoorah neil walks out the party after looking for me. YAY LETS GO HOME!Went home and slept... so good.
Sunday was spent doing absolutely nothing. it was grand. neil was spose to go to jam in the afternoon but gav didnt so deano told us just to come around and if thye play they play if they dont, they dont. we didnt go so we just went and picked up neils car which was still in surfers. i got really pissed off by some stupid slurry who nearly made me have an accident. stupid impatient dickhead. Yeah another boring night last night and early rise this morning for school.
school was shit today. but i figured out there are different levels of pharmacy assistant and the only difference is about $10 a week so im going to try and get a job as the lower one. seems easier and i dont have to remember so much.
im just starting to realise that this is my life. Its a good thing that i'm happy with every part of it.