Nov 10, 2009 22:47
last posting was 51 weeks ago.
on a different note... I became the owner of 2 nansun conures 2 weeks ago. it's been an interesting 2.5 weeks. I have been up and down since the purchase. The bird show was on 10/25, I along with 4 other friends decided to go and "check it out". Was I prepared to take home 1 bird? was I prepared to take home 2 birds? Um No! I missed Scooter... thought a year after his passing would help ease the pain of the loss, the loss of ____. He meant everything to me. I guess I'm trying hard to cope with the loss by TRYING to handle these two, Hans & Frans. I don't like to give up, I'm not, I just realize that it's time. I'm Not happy. I don't not like them.. I do, but after these 2 weeks, my place is not well equipped for a bird, 2 is too much.
I feel bad that I can't keep just one of the 2. If I wanted to, it would be Hans. He's more mellow, listens to me and isn't a terror terrorizing his little area.
Frans is too, well, unwilling to learn, listen, he does his own thing... he's a rebel. lol but after seeing them terrorize through paper and what not.. I can't keep them. They discovered the Wall!!! That's BAD. I can't have them tearing up my place.
Reason why I can't keep just 1 is the bond that they share. They are attached to each other, one will call upon the other when I have him on my shoulder and we're walking around, etc. they are like to peas in a pod!
I made a smart and logical decision...these boys need to find a new home. They are on craigslist...who knows how long they'll stay up there... maybe I'll keep them if no one decides to buy & provide them w/a loving home.
the journey continues...
I chose the fork in the path, whether it's good or bad, the outcome is the outcome.
sigh...........