Binge Semi-Angst
Broke my three weeks of no b/p yesterday. Not that I hadn't purged (and I hadn't very much), but I hadn't binged and purge in all that time. It was a record. So, I'm disappointed. The thing is, it's hard not to want to eat and eat when you wake up smelling bacon. And you walk into the kitchen and there's eggs and biscuits and gravy. WTF!
After that it was all over. My parents went out for the day, so I set off to the store to buy all this:
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That would be:
Chicken strips
Potato wedges
Pork dumplings
Pringles
Donuts
Chocolate cake
Raspberry mocha frappacinno
Diet Mt. Dew <3
--and the white stuff in the middle is a mayonnaise/ketchup mixture for dipping. :9
The strange part was that I had to puke 4 times before I was able to consume everything. (!!?) I guess I'm not used to it anymore, and that's a good thing. On the ride home I was worried it wouldn't be enough food for one binge.
Anyway, I'm not happy I did it. It wasn't fun after the first 2 purges. And I wasted 25 bucks on a days worth of food.
After that it was all over. My parents went out for the day, so I set off to the store to buy all this:
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y9/Stephanoplis/IMG_0526-1.jpg
That would be:
Chicken strips
Potato wedges
Pork dumplings
Pringles
Donuts
Chocolate cake
Raspberry mocha frappacinno
Diet Mt. Dew <3
--and the white stuff in the middle is a mayonnaise/ketchup mixture for dipping. :9
The strange part was that I had to puke 4 times before I was able to consume everything. (!!?) I guess I'm not used to it anymore, and that's a good thing. On the ride home I was worried it wouldn't be enough food for one binge.
Anyway, I'm not happy I did it. It wasn't fun after the first 2 purges. And I wasted 25 bucks on a days worth of food.