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Wow. ALready back in the routine. Seattle is miles away, and my heart is in Ohio at the moment. *this could change=it always does*
I forget I live in Seattle, and when I do think about it I shudder. Literally shudder. Because I'm not comfortable with the amount of work I have to do and the content that I'm teaching. I'm only staying there for Jeremy. If he wasn't in my life, I'd move back in a heartbeat. This is comfortable. Here I'm the mother of my friends, a nonsmoker, responsible, domesticated...(ok, maybe im not that different here).But i have so many good people here that have loved me for years, know my history, and look UP to me! In seattle I'm so young and inexperienced at everything! I don't know music, how to plant, how to cook, how to fix anything, how to teach the way WA wants me to teach...just confused and emotional. (AS USUAL)!
ha. right back to where i started.
I forget I live in Seattle, and when I do think about it I shudder. Literally shudder. Because I'm not comfortable with the amount of work I have to do and the content that I'm teaching. I'm only staying there for Jeremy. If he wasn't in my life, I'd move back in a heartbeat. This is comfortable. Here I'm the mother of my friends, a nonsmoker, responsible, domesticated...(ok, maybe im not that different here).But i have so many good people here that have loved me for years, know my history, and look UP to me! In seattle I'm so young and inexperienced at everything! I don't know music, how to plant, how to cook, how to fix anything, how to teach the way WA wants me to teach...just confused and emotional. (AS USUAL)!
ha. right back to where i started.