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I was lying around with nothing to do...and i started thinking about it.... the dreaded HIGH SCHOOL.
somtimes I wonder what it would be like to go back...knowing what I know now.
differences:
1)These days, I have come to accept who I am, and I am myself around people for better or worse.
2)Im not as starving for attention as I was back then,
3)and I refuse to allow what others think dictate what I say, or do, or think.
4)Im not depressed, though I have my moments where I would rather curl up with a good book then be out with friends.
5) I have learned to love myself, and not care what others think.
6) I have learned that whats important about a person, is not so much appearance, as is personality.
7) I have a great wit about me. For every insult you can think of, i can think of 3 better ones! (That wouldve been soooo uberly useful in high school.)
8) MOST importantly, IM MORE TRUSTING!!! people who are close to me...people I feel I can trust, I do. I go off of instinct, not fear of being backstabbed.
oh....and
I have developed a new philosophy in life...check this out...
I have learned...to start living by the "innocent until proven guilty" philosophy!
somtimes I wonder what it would be like to go back...knowing what I know now.
differences:
1)These days, I have come to accept who I am, and I am myself around people for better or worse.
2)Im not as starving for attention as I was back then,
3)and I refuse to allow what others think dictate what I say, or do, or think.
4)Im not depressed, though I have my moments where I would rather curl up with a good book then be out with friends.
5) I have learned to love myself, and not care what others think.
6) I have learned that whats important about a person, is not so much appearance, as is personality.
7) I have a great wit about me. For every insult you can think of, i can think of 3 better ones! (That wouldve been soooo uberly useful in high school.)
8) MOST importantly, IM MORE TRUSTING!!! people who are close to me...people I feel I can trust, I do. I go off of instinct, not fear of being backstabbed.
oh....and
I have developed a new philosophy in life...check this out...
I have learned...to start living by the "innocent until proven guilty" philosophy!