It has been a long while

Aug 19, 2005 08:46

I have been good. I am doing great in school. I have finished one block and am now into my second. Its been fun, hectic, frustrating and rewarding. I am maintaining a 3.67 GPA. I got a B+ in one class and only missed 1 point on one assignment in the other. It seems that lately, I am just going and going without any breaks. I even feel like even though Jason and I live together it feels like we don't. My schedule goes a little something like this: I get up at 4:30am and get ready for work, I am usually there by 6:30-7am. Then I get off at around 5pm. Depending on whether or not I have all my work done. Once I gert home, I am at my computer doing school work until 8 sometimes 9 o'clock at night. By the time I am done with school I am soooo freakin exhausted and there is not much time left for Jason. I tell him that I am sorry all the time, and remind him that once I am done with school it will all be worth it.

Anyhow, life is good, I can not say that I have any complaints. Work is still good. I really like working here, I think I landed right where I needed to be in life. I have been here 2 months and have already received a $2/hour raise. My employer loves me, and gives me "extras" when he can. Extras that he doesn't give to the other employees. Like a couple of weeks ago, he knew I was struggling financially and he came by my desk with my pay check and an extra $500.00. Then I told him that with our new health insurance policies I was not going to pay for it, (he contributes 150 we pay the rest, which in my case I would have had to pay 325 out of pocket) and he has offered to pay for it for me, when with every one else he only contributes $150.00 to there policies.

I must say that I am one lucky lady.

I am getting so close to buying a new car (which is a good thing I think my transmission is on its last leg). Anyhow, through my payroll service I get discounts on Toyota (I have always wanted a Camry) so I call the dealership to see what my discount is. The sales guys says it is 100/over invoice, meaning that I could buy a 2005 camry for 18,000. Or I could wait one week tell the 2006 come out and pay about 20,000.

Anyhow, I had better go, I am at work right now, and we are only here until 12 on Fridays, so I better get some work done.

Miss you all.

Urrgg! Forgot one thing. I ran into an ex last weekend. He is still hot as hell. I think what bothers me is that when I called it off with him, he was fine with things. I have never brokeup with someone and them be "ok" with it. So seeing him again made we want to ask him why he was so "ok" with letting me go, instead of fighting for me. That was the whole reason that I broke it off with him in the first place. We had been going home with each other and casually dating for about 8 months and he still did not want to mature our relationship in any way. I could not handle it anymore, and called it off. I guess I thought that if I called it off and left him alone a while, he would realize what he had, and want to come back. Its been almost 2 years since the last time I was with him or even have seen him for that matter. I see him again and even though the feelings are no longer there, he is still hot as hell, and I still want to know how, he can just let me go so easily. Bastard. Anyhow, my girl Tonya says that since we have run into each other a week ago, he has asked her about "me and mine" on several different occasions. So I dunno, maybe he just has too much ego to put a fight for me, but has secretly missed me the last couple of years. He is an ass anyhow, he will never settle down, and what ever woman actually does settle down with him, will not be settled for long before he better deals her.
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