Very Pissed Off

[steph_gemini]

Today is just not my day I had a friend who was in a crisis and I was there for her cause that's what friends are for but it turns out to be a joke that someone pulled on her I got furious I still am she is like my best friend and I couldn't believe that she wasn't mad she said that "she was just glad it was a joke and why make that person feel bad and ruin a good relationship" OMG I just couln't pull my head around what she was saying. Somewhere inside her must know how wrong it was to pull a stunt like that. And then I told her that the only reason she wasn;t mad at that person s because they are kinda in a relationship cause if it was anyone else she would have killed them. So we started arguing and she was like "I don't even know why i'm arguing with you I don't care what you think" and I was like "whatever dude" then she proceeded to tell me that "he had a different sense of humor than we do" and I was like "please make me understand cause I fail to see humor in his stupid little joke" and she was like "he didn't know I would react like that" and I said "oh my god your boyfriend is stupid" UGH I am just so pissed off not only at him but at my friend who is so scared and so god damn insecure that she can't call him on his shit. She told me that I should just let it go because I didn't get hurt TRUE but I told her that my best friend did and that messes with me. I swear I better not see that guy anytime soon cause I will not be able to hold back my frustrations..

The fucking worst part of all this is that even though my friend had such a scare and I was there for her when she dropped to her knees this won't change anything we will still go back to barely talking she will still go back to taking everything for granted.. FUCK THAT!!

Ugh I just don't care anymore right now if I never talk to her again I probably wouldn't care... Oh and I just got my period which makes it like 4000x worse.