lalala
Do you know that feeling when your just walking across a fine line? Like of the circus freaks?
Well, that's what I exactly feel about third year. Your whole depends on this fine line. And I always keep that in my head. LIFE DEPENDS ON FINE LINE * LIFE DEPENDS ON FINE LINE * LIFE DEPENDS ON FINE LINE * LIFE DEPENDS ON FINE LINE * LIFE DEPENDS ON FINE LINE * LIFE DEPENDS ON FINE LINE* AHHHH!This is driving me crazy! How am I supposed to handle the "pressure" or so they say? One slip of that Fine Line and I can't get back on, it's do or die,it's now or never. And what Do I choose? I WILL go forth. If it's meant to be, then it's meant to be. I remember this saying: Destiny is that which we are drawn towards and Fate is that which we run into. - Wyatt Earp. i'ts all up to me. But regardless of what everyone is saying that could make me slip from that Fine Line, I know that one day I would fall off knowing that I'm done with life.
Okay, today was a wonderful day!
I noticed that the sun shone brighter and the clouds seemed happy to see me (oh, their bright "blue-ness" makes me feel so warm and loved inside!)
I feel so happy!
My cat actually obeyed me today! He actually got off the couch like I commanded him to, Oh, I'm gonna make My baby FIGARO so FAT that I could bring him to CAT SHOWS and definitely meet guys there! HAHA. I'm queer. Maybe because I'm happy agian. Wherever I walked, it's as if Julie Andrews is singing me her song" my favorte things". lalala. What a wonderful day!
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You say potato and I say PATATO.
YOU SAY tomato and I say TOH-mah-toh
Potato, Patato, Tomato, TOh-mah-toh. Let's call the whole thing off!
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oh dear! I'm beginning to wonder if IM TURNING INTO A FREAK.
i GUESS i AM.
Today, we were talking about the usual, school, movies, exam stuff and of course, the never-failing-to-be-boring-topic: BOYS! Aha. Aha. Aha.
Why are people still worring about their PDPs? Geez. I know I wont have so what's the use of finding one? Remember: FATE. I'm totally believing in it now. Why I wonder? Ask God.
P.S. Karl, LAury, JJ, Jessie Messie Kessie Alexie- guys, I'm not hiding anything form you!
Anyway, tomorrow is a new day, I don't know if something horrible might happen and I'm sure I'd face another day with Indian speaking classmates.But. But. But, I will never put my head back down and say "It's over." Cuz, dearie---- It's just beginning. Aha. Aha. AHA!