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My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.
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Lately, I have been feeling very lonely. Very unfortunate and well, lost. What should I do? I imagined a world without people,ah! that would be better. But just for a min. or two. I am in a "low-spirit" state right now, and I realized that i am quite less noisy as I was before. What the heck is going on? Am I supposed to feel this way? Rule #74: Love yourself. Well, I havent yet accomplished that goal yet. I asked my friend if he was contented with himself and he too, said no. Maybe it's just that phase in every teenagers life where they go mad and ballistic over petty things, whats that word again?- Persnickety. It's August, two more months before my birthday, and here is the plan: befor I turn 16, I will:
I will try #1: Be senstive to others feelings. Sometimes, I just say whatever whenever anything comes into my mind, anything quite stupid actually to the most nerdy. I must stop.
I will try #2: Be optimistic. Kuya Vince said I was too pessimistic after saying that "Imelda" the movie was stoopid.
I will try #3: Listen to others. I talk too much.
I will try #4: Forget about boys, I could flirt, date and "HAVE FUN" anytime...
I will try #5: BE a lady. Two people actually got mad at me for spreading my legs.
I will try #6: Study daily, with intermission- Piano.
I will try #7: Pray. I havent done this in the longest time, I need kuya Jess, why cant I just focus on him and forget about these distractions.
"We are young we are free,we can be who we want to BE." Roach would sing, I need myself just for a moment in time. I need the beach, I need Norah J, I need Chopin, I need Ice cream, I need Mary, I need God. I need to be strong and patient, and I will wait.