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Oh, I am so stressed right now, I need to find ways to be gentle so Mrs. B could just approve. Darn't. Anyway, yesterday, or awhile ago, Mariel and I went to Greenbelt for Tums' birthday. You see, the thing was that we had to wear pink for Tums and the most hilarious thing was we looked like the "plastics", plus Rice and Anton were totally twins- same hair, same polo, same way home, same way going there, but different height (bwahaha). That morning I spent my time just talking about the monolouges inMacbeth - The raven hiself is hoarse...oh, well. No pain, no game. Went to shang this morning, and I made a prepostion to and for myself. That if a super hot guy passed by, thy Rose shall not stare for more than three seconds, thy Rose shall look away, far from the temptations hell provides.(This Shakespeares driving me mad!)And wow, when I finally gave up on guys, it poured men yesterday and today, but no, no ,NO!!!! Thou shall not. Studies and GOd first. I had this dream, I died and God asked me what I had,(not thinking of the material things)-I had nothing. I always said that I was responsible, sweet, kind, understanding, blah blah bla bla bla bla. But then, no, I realized that tis' not true, maybe it was a sign from God that I need to rethink and replenish all those negative things, because someday, I will go back to that "dream" again and God shall ask me "What have you done so far?"