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Last week, one of my extended daily horoscopes from Astrology.com said something along the lines of "You have been giving someone more attention than they deserve. You should stop obsessing over this person and take a second look at them to see who they really are. Understanding who this person truly is and not just giving them unmerited affection will actually bring you two closer together." The real horoscope said it better, but you get the idea. (Collin Dibble.)
Tonight I saw Collin Dibble downtown after trivia night at Taco Stand. I told him to nestle his head in my bosom. It was kind of inappropriate but funny. But slutty. He did anyway. What else would you do if someone asked you to nestle your head in her ever growing bosom? He was with a girl from work that he hangs out with a lot. I always wonder when I see them together if they are doing it. Or something. Then I get upset. Why do I wonder? Why do I care? I wish I could ask the stars. They seem to know what's going on. Today's (March 2) horoscope says:
"Fantasizing about getting what you want? That's great. Daydreams can point you in the right direction, but don't fixate on one aspect of your goal. You could lose sight of the big picture."
Today's EXTENDED horoscope says:
"It will do you a world of good to retreat from the pressures of the outside world and just curl up by yourself for a while. If you can lower the volume of your life for a few days, some helpful introspection is bound to come. What other people have to say about your life is just noise right now, since no one can truly understand what you're feeling (despite what they say). Rely on yourself for the answers -- if you believe that you have them, they will come."
I'm not sure why the daily and daily extended horoscopes are so different. No one can truly understand what I'm feeling? That's a little dramatic. But it probably would do good to retreat. BUT I CAN'T. I have a million papers to write, starting now. It's okay. I've known about these two weeks for a long time. I knew I was going to have three papers due in one week. I just hope that I actually get things done and don't drop out of school like I did last semester. Things are different this semester, I've already started writing my paper that's due tomorrow. Last semester, I would be sleeping and not have written any of my paper. At least my procrastination and stress levels have gone down.
Now I really have to finish my paper and it's going to be difficult and long. But I'm smart.I can do it. Even though every answer I gave at Trivia night was wrong. Except I knew the river that Huck Finn and Tom Sawyer travelled. I thought bananas were the world's most produced/grown fruit, but did you know it's grapes? My group put down grapes and then I said bananas so they changed it and we got it wrong. I suppose it makes sense with all the wine production.
Now I'm just procrastinating longer.
Tonight I saw Collin Dibble downtown after trivia night at Taco Stand. I told him to nestle his head in my bosom. It was kind of inappropriate but funny. But slutty. He did anyway. What else would you do if someone asked you to nestle your head in her ever growing bosom? He was with a girl from work that he hangs out with a lot. I always wonder when I see them together if they are doing it. Or something. Then I get upset. Why do I wonder? Why do I care? I wish I could ask the stars. They seem to know what's going on. Today's (March 2) horoscope says:
"Fantasizing about getting what you want? That's great. Daydreams can point you in the right direction, but don't fixate on one aspect of your goal. You could lose sight of the big picture."
Today's EXTENDED horoscope says:
"It will do you a world of good to retreat from the pressures of the outside world and just curl up by yourself for a while. If you can lower the volume of your life for a few days, some helpful introspection is bound to come. What other people have to say about your life is just noise right now, since no one can truly understand what you're feeling (despite what they say). Rely on yourself for the answers -- if you believe that you have them, they will come."
I'm not sure why the daily and daily extended horoscopes are so different. No one can truly understand what I'm feeling? That's a little dramatic. But it probably would do good to retreat. BUT I CAN'T. I have a million papers to write, starting now. It's okay. I've known about these two weeks for a long time. I knew I was going to have three papers due in one week. I just hope that I actually get things done and don't drop out of school like I did last semester. Things are different this semester, I've already started writing my paper that's due tomorrow. Last semester, I would be sleeping and not have written any of my paper. At least my procrastination and stress levels have gone down.
Now I really have to finish my paper and it's going to be difficult and long. But I'm smart.I can do it. Even though every answer I gave at Trivia night was wrong. Except I knew the river that Huck Finn and Tom Sawyer travelled. I thought bananas were the world's most produced/grown fruit, but did you know it's grapes? My group put down grapes and then I said bananas so they changed it and we got it wrong. I suppose it makes sense with all the wine production.
Now I'm just procrastinating longer.