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for those of you keeping track...here is whats been up in my life...
everything has been nuts lately with the wedding so close and, well, the baby so close!
last weekend was the bachelor & bachelorette parties.
both had their ups & downs i suppose.
the bachelorette party was good for the most part except towards the end when people were getting mad at each other over the road rally & apparently, lots of drug action was going on...that we found out about the next day. nice. it sickens me that people cant do anything without being fucked up. but i went to bed pretty late that night after staying up talking with my mom & sher annnnd by that time my feet literally were about to explode. they hurt so bad.
there is so much going on at once, its getting kind of stressful. this friday is amy, jason & sarahs suprise birthday party & i have to pick up my dress from davids bridal-then saturday will be spent shopping ALL day for all my stuff i still need for the wedding and for jennie and dales birthday gifts. sunday-we're having fam over to have cake & icecream for jen and dales birthday.
then next week....
thursday is the rehersal dinner @ my moms-on top on loads of running around to do that day & im a little nervous because my dad & deb are going to be at MY house...with dino...it could get real ugly.
then friday is the wedding!!!
that saturday im getting my hair done & sunday is mothers day.
then the following weekened is the baby shower, which ive prepared nothing for so far because all of my time & energy has gone into this wedding.
other than all the craziness everythings been really good. things at home are so much better with dino not living there....it is a huge stress reliever.
im doing okay. everythings starting to get really uncomfortable-my back always hurts and my feet are always swollen-i feel like a huge heffer-but i dont have long to go. im 34 weeks this week-so about 6 more weeks to go, and actually, if i had her anytime now-she would still probably be fine-so thats reassuring.
i feel kind of torn because i really want to move out and have my own life with the baby and ricky-but at the same time i dont want to leave my mom and dale either....i guess im just going with the flow for now...
im getting pretty nervous about delivering her. bonnie said its not as bad as you expect it to be & i really hope she is right. i just hope i come up with some kind of strength to deal & not to panic or freak out. i guess there is really no sense in worrying about it.
on that note...i cant wait for summer & my birthday!!! 20!!! and ive already had a lil chat with the baby and told her-i will NOT be in the hospital on my birthday so she better come early :)
everything has been nuts lately with the wedding so close and, well, the baby so close!
last weekend was the bachelor & bachelorette parties.
both had their ups & downs i suppose.
the bachelorette party was good for the most part except towards the end when people were getting mad at each other over the road rally & apparently, lots of drug action was going on...that we found out about the next day. nice. it sickens me that people cant do anything without being fucked up. but i went to bed pretty late that night after staying up talking with my mom & sher annnnd by that time my feet literally were about to explode. they hurt so bad.
there is so much going on at once, its getting kind of stressful. this friday is amy, jason & sarahs suprise birthday party & i have to pick up my dress from davids bridal-then saturday will be spent shopping ALL day for all my stuff i still need for the wedding and for jennie and dales birthday gifts. sunday-we're having fam over to have cake & icecream for jen and dales birthday.
then next week....
thursday is the rehersal dinner @ my moms-on top on loads of running around to do that day & im a little nervous because my dad & deb are going to be at MY house...with dino...it could get real ugly.
then friday is the wedding!!!
that saturday im getting my hair done & sunday is mothers day.
then the following weekened is the baby shower, which ive prepared nothing for so far because all of my time & energy has gone into this wedding.
other than all the craziness everythings been really good. things at home are so much better with dino not living there....it is a huge stress reliever.
im doing okay. everythings starting to get really uncomfortable-my back always hurts and my feet are always swollen-i feel like a huge heffer-but i dont have long to go. im 34 weeks this week-so about 6 more weeks to go, and actually, if i had her anytime now-she would still probably be fine-so thats reassuring.
i feel kind of torn because i really want to move out and have my own life with the baby and ricky-but at the same time i dont want to leave my mom and dale either....i guess im just going with the flow for now...
im getting pretty nervous about delivering her. bonnie said its not as bad as you expect it to be & i really hope she is right. i just hope i come up with some kind of strength to deal & not to panic or freak out. i guess there is really no sense in worrying about it.
on that note...i cant wait for summer & my birthday!!! 20!!! and ive already had a lil chat with the baby and told her-i will NOT be in the hospital on my birthday so she better come early :)