Comments | stellar_star817: Betrayal of the Heart

stellar_star817

Betrayal of the Heart

Nov 06, 2005 00:53

What was I supposed to do? Be #2 in his life? Come between him and his new family? If he really loved/ loves me he would be with me and not her. He would love his child and stay with me. Love doesn't make sense!!!! It just hurts. I was happy once. I was on cloud 9, but now I'm back down to earth... back to reality and pain. Why did I think I could ( Read more... )

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slytherinstephy November 6 2005, 15:12:50 UTC

some girls have all the luck don't we?

.... anonymous November 13 2005, 16:46:23 UTC

you know you wont always love me, you just think you will. as soon as someone else comes along you will forget about me and that will be for the best. and i told you not to pray for me because that wont help any of us. you wanted answers last night and i gave em to you even tho i knew they would hurt you. you have to let me go and stop tryin to fight for me. this that happened is beyond your control and you cant do anything about it. its final. when you realize that maybe your pain will fade and you will be able to move on and find someone who makes you happy again.
---JOHN---

Re: .... stellar_star817 November 15 2005, 05:28:53 UTC

I will never stop loving you... Once I let someone in my heart I NEVER let them go. I guess it's a character flaw... but it's who I am. I love and I NEVER stop loving. I know I'll be happy again... I'll find someone new to make me smile again, but right now this is time for me and God. I want to get to know my Father better. I am His child. I long for my Abba!!!! So I will love you forever... like I said in my LJ... memories and images will fade but my love for you will never, NEVER fade. It will stand for the rest of time. I love you John. That is why I let you go. That is why I want you to be happy... because I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! That will never change... no matter how cruel or mean you are to me... you will always be in my heart. Always...
~Megan*