weird
so i'm better. back at school. feelin good. being removed from everything for two weeks makes time go by really fast. it felt today that it was may 4th, instead of may 17th. i couldn't believe that that much time had gone by. and so much stuff had happened while i was sick and gone and away from my closest friends. i'm not saying that i feel left out. it's just funny to see how everyone interacts without me there. what friendships develop, who starts liking who, whose minds change...it all changes from day to day. it's so fickle. everyone is so fickle. we like people one day, then the next day decide that they're not "cool" or good enough or whatever. why do we do that? what clicks in our head to make us think that? it's just weird to me. i mean, i do it too. i'm not saying i don't. i just want to know why we do that. it seems lately that the things that have been constant for me with my friends aren't anymore. i look at relationships that i thought were just so great, and while i know that i couldn't have one that awesome because of my own like issues, it makes me happy just to know they exist. so when they're not going well...it's a little discerning. i mean, i don't know. i just want everyone to be happy all the time forever and ever.