ooookay
so i've been sick a good 6 days now. nothing but laying in bed watching t.v. and feeling like my head is going to fall off. and you know what? that's cool. i've got good friends who call and check up on me which made me happy. those of you who didn't- i now know. psh jay kay. anyway, i got the sugarcult cd and the other something corporate cd (north) which are both amAZing and i listen to them like 24/7. so apparently a lot has been goin on at UA that got back to me and i'm not really happy about things being said but you know what? people are gonna talk shit when they finally get the opportunity it just makes me sad that they needed it in the first place. people really surprise/disappoint me. more surprise me though i think. it just makes me scared for next year when there's supposed to be this huge bonding year but we all ruin it by making up/talking about things that don't need to be said in the time before it.
i have reasons for who i am friends with and who i choose to hang out with. this is by no means a reason for other people not to like them or talk to them or hang out with them. i could care less. but at least respect my decisions and my reasons. everyone is so concerned with everyone else's shit. i think if we all minded our own business every once in a while and stopped gossiping all the fuckin time then maybe things wouldn't get so confusing and we could all get a break.
whatever. just think about it.
so supposedly i'm immature. because i'm only 16. see that makes sense. because i haven't had any life experiences. or gone through things. or had people close to me betray me. or betray other people. or been depressed. or been so happy the world seemed endless. or taken on friendships that i knew wouldn't been easy. or tried to learn something from every single thing i do. i guess it's true. i am immature. sad.
anyway. mother's day dinner comin up.
aleyew.
especially the people who called. ya'll are great. made me feel a lot better.
and seriously when i get back to school there are gonna be people who are gonna laugh. whatever. it'll just show me who i can really depend on.
i'm out.
- sg
i have reasons for who i am friends with and who i choose to hang out with. this is by no means a reason for other people not to like them or talk to them or hang out with them. i could care less. but at least respect my decisions and my reasons. everyone is so concerned with everyone else's shit. i think if we all minded our own business every once in a while and stopped gossiping all the fuckin time then maybe things wouldn't get so confusing and we could all get a break.
whatever. just think about it.
so supposedly i'm immature. because i'm only 16. see that makes sense. because i haven't had any life experiences. or gone through things. or had people close to me betray me. or betray other people. or been depressed. or been so happy the world seemed endless. or taken on friendships that i knew wouldn't been easy. or tried to learn something from every single thing i do. i guess it's true. i am immature. sad.
anyway. mother's day dinner comin up.
aleyew.
especially the people who called. ya'll are great. made me feel a lot better.
and seriously when i get back to school there are gonna be people who are gonna laugh. whatever. it'll just show me who i can really depend on.
i'm out.
- sg