come fly with me... lets fly... lets fly away
i just poured my heart out, there's bits of it on the floor
& i take what's left of it & rinse it under cold water
& call him up for more.
& i say, "baby, yes i feel stupid to call you, but i'm lonely
& i don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
& i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too.
yea so i have been feeling empty lately..
not sad just empty.
it kinda hurts but i am gonna refuse to be sad becuase i have nothing to be sad about.
last night i spent the night at laurens and today i went to work with laurens mommy. i am soo tired i just got done working like 10 hours. i got to drive laurens moms car like all day though running arins for her and its a sweet car.. def fun to drive. idk i guess thats cool.
i am really strarting to doubt myself. and thats never good.
& i take what's left of it & rinse it under cold water
& call him up for more.
& i say, "baby, yes i feel stupid to call you, but i'm lonely
& i don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
& i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too.
yea so i have been feeling empty lately..
not sad just empty.
it kinda hurts but i am gonna refuse to be sad becuase i have nothing to be sad about.
last night i spent the night at laurens and today i went to work with laurens mommy. i am soo tired i just got done working like 10 hours. i got to drive laurens moms car like all day though running arins for her and its a sweet car.. def fun to drive. idk i guess thats cool.
i am really strarting to doubt myself. and thats never good.