dammit
i can't hate him.
after everything, what in the hell am i doing? i believe i would be justified if i was to kill him right now. ( im not going to don't worry...) but seriously. i wish i could figure out in my head why i care so much. i don't put up with it, but i don't move on. i can't. my head is spinning right now. i wish he wasn't all talk. alkdjsfklasjdfklsjdfklasdklfjlaksdjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i feel like going to a parking garage, standing in the middle and just screaming. forever.
why am i so afraid to lose him....
after everything, what in the hell am i doing? i believe i would be justified if i was to kill him right now. ( im not going to don't worry...) but seriously. i wish i could figure out in my head why i care so much. i don't put up with it, but i don't move on. i can't. my head is spinning right now. i wish he wasn't all talk. alkdjsfklasjdfklsjdfklasdklfjlaksdjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i feel like going to a parking garage, standing in the middle and just screaming. forever.
why am i so afraid to lose him....