what the heck happened to her
well, its been almost 4 freakin months since i have been on here to LJ. myspace is overrated and has been taking priority. im sorry. so much, so much going on in my life right now.. where to begin?
YoungLife is amazing. it's my life right now, and i'm glad its that way. wouldn't have it any other way. im leading at Highland High and my girls are out of controla nd i love them to death. we went to camp last weekend and it was so fun. just nice to get away, however im sure it contributed to the me having bronchitis right now :[ it was really hard making the transition from Gilbert to Highland, but its cool. i miss everyone there intensely but i wouldn't have ever experienced some things that were necessary if i stayed. god really does know what he's doing..:)I decided to do summer staff this summer, so im gonna volunteer for a 4week session probably at woodleaf which is in Northern California. Im stoaked. :) it'll be fun.. i think a couple of my YL kids are gonna come and do work crew at the same time so that will be rad.
WORK is innnnntense. im back at GAP. why? i dont know, i suck? probably. but its wayyyy better this time because i'm doing stock. its so nice, i don't have to be on the floor dealing with people. and plus it keeps me busy the whole time :) theres a couple cute guys that work there that make me happy to look at while im working haha. however cole is still there and hes still a dick and i still hate him...
some really good relationships have come and gone.... its weird right now.
hes been calling and texting me the last couple of days and i just don't really get it. i feel like im on a roller coaster with him and its getting really annoying. i don't want to be with him, just because where he is at right now wouldn't be good for either of us, but i would love more than anything to be friends or at least civil with him. he should just do it. i feel like theres this plexi-glass wall in between us. like, he can't be real with me anymore. he pretends to be something that i know he isn't. and says things to me that i know aren't him. its bizarre. maybe hell wake up. or maybe i will. i am not sure anymore who the one is that is asleep, because i know this isn't right....
well loves, respond back to me and tell me what the heck is up with you..
<3
YoungLife is amazing. it's my life right now, and i'm glad its that way. wouldn't have it any other way. im leading at Highland High and my girls are out of controla nd i love them to death. we went to camp last weekend and it was so fun. just nice to get away, however im sure it contributed to the me having bronchitis right now :[ it was really hard making the transition from Gilbert to Highland, but its cool. i miss everyone there intensely but i wouldn't have ever experienced some things that were necessary if i stayed. god really does know what he's doing..:)I decided to do summer staff this summer, so im gonna volunteer for a 4week session probably at woodleaf which is in Northern California. Im stoaked. :) it'll be fun.. i think a couple of my YL kids are gonna come and do work crew at the same time so that will be rad.
WORK is innnnntense. im back at GAP. why? i dont know, i suck? probably. but its wayyyy better this time because i'm doing stock. its so nice, i don't have to be on the floor dealing with people. and plus it keeps me busy the whole time :) theres a couple cute guys that work there that make me happy to look at while im working haha. however cole is still there and hes still a dick and i still hate him...
some really good relationships have come and gone.... its weird right now.
hes been calling and texting me the last couple of days and i just don't really get it. i feel like im on a roller coaster with him and its getting really annoying. i don't want to be with him, just because where he is at right now wouldn't be good for either of us, but i would love more than anything to be friends or at least civil with him. he should just do it. i feel like theres this plexi-glass wall in between us. like, he can't be real with me anymore. he pretends to be something that i know he isn't. and says things to me that i know aren't him. its bizarre. maybe hell wake up. or maybe i will. i am not sure anymore who the one is that is asleep, because i know this isn't right....
well loves, respond back to me and tell me what the heck is up with you..
<3