party at casa Smithkurtz
jesus christ. last night was ridiculous.
it was supposed to only be a party for just a few of us, and there ended up being a shitload of people partying it up. i'm really cool with things right now. i mean, i'm happy but overjoyed. i'm sad but not depressed. i think i'll come out on top finally. i really don't want to move on, but hey, you know, you gotta do what you gotta do.
i am going to write a book though. seriously.
anyways...back to the party, alot of our friends from work came, and they brought there friends, luke, um...mark. he was the icing on the cake. we were all huggy all over each other, and he's in the exact situation i am only just a tad different. he wants to settle down, have a family, have real love. and he's so broken up because he knows the whole family soo good, her family has become his family, he singled himself off to her exclusively because she didn't like his friends, and he was head over heels for her. she broke his heart, threw him a crumb, and still he was in love. deeply.
such a wonderful guy...abused.
and meghan, what is that about? haven't we had enough of them in my life!! haha. it's just odd...i think i might have a quirk with guys attracted to girls named meghan. nuts.
so tonight i think we might be drinking again. i'm not completely shure. i work all day tomorrow, which sucks sack like crazy. i don't know if erin's going to Macomb or not tonight, that would suck if she did :( . Also, i wanted to go take pictures with Ash today, but she's busy too!
so till tonight...i'm on standby
xx
it was supposed to only be a party for just a few of us, and there ended up being a shitload of people partying it up. i'm really cool with things right now. i mean, i'm happy but overjoyed. i'm sad but not depressed. i think i'll come out on top finally. i really don't want to move on, but hey, you know, you gotta do what you gotta do.
i am going to write a book though. seriously.
anyways...back to the party, alot of our friends from work came, and they brought there friends, luke, um...mark. he was the icing on the cake. we were all huggy all over each other, and he's in the exact situation i am only just a tad different. he wants to settle down, have a family, have real love. and he's so broken up because he knows the whole family soo good, her family has become his family, he singled himself off to her exclusively because she didn't like his friends, and he was head over heels for her. she broke his heart, threw him a crumb, and still he was in love. deeply.
such a wonderful guy...abused.
and meghan, what is that about? haven't we had enough of them in my life!! haha. it's just odd...i think i might have a quirk with guys attracted to girls named meghan. nuts.
so tonight i think we might be drinking again. i'm not completely shure. i work all day tomorrow, which sucks sack like crazy. i don't know if erin's going to Macomb or not tonight, that would suck if she did :( . Also, i wanted to go take pictures with Ash today, but she's busy too!
so till tonight...i'm on standby
xx