as subtle as a brick on the small of my back
Okay well getting up at 5:30am wasn't as bad as waking up up at 1:30 from my cell phone and again at 3:00 from my insomnic dad wandering around the house.
Otherwise it's been a good day. I'm trying not to think about certain things that I can't change as of this point in time right now. I don't know, I'm just going to try and relax, stop focusing on the things that perpetuate migrains and a skewed sense of vision.
Driving to work this morning I popped in one of my old cds so I could stay awake. "Dare You To Move" came on and it's been just long enough since I listened to Switchfoot that I could actually listen to it and have the song mean something to me. To live "like today never happened before" is such a concept.. because it hasn't, every day is different but lately I've just been getting through life and merely tolerating days doesn't make it anymore bearable. So I started to enjoy today, despite the weird things happening that haven't changed, and I was able to breathe easier. Able to enjoy the sun and the clouds and the fact that this is just.. life.
Yeah.. it doesn't sound sentimental in my head. Oh well.
Otherwise it's been a good day. I'm trying not to think about certain things that I can't change as of this point in time right now. I don't know, I'm just going to try and relax, stop focusing on the things that perpetuate migrains and a skewed sense of vision.
Driving to work this morning I popped in one of my old cds so I could stay awake. "Dare You To Move" came on and it's been just long enough since I listened to Switchfoot that I could actually listen to it and have the song mean something to me. To live "like today never happened before" is such a concept.. because it hasn't, every day is different but lately I've just been getting through life and merely tolerating days doesn't make it anymore bearable. So I started to enjoy today, despite the weird things happening that haven't changed, and I was able to breathe easier. Able to enjoy the sun and the clouds and the fact that this is just.. life.
Yeah.. it doesn't sound sentimental in my head. Oh well.