May 17, 2005 17:35
Ok. This is starting to get ridiculous. At first I felt really bad. I thought I'd ruined a friendship and we all felt horribly and I didn't know what to do. But now I just feel so betrayed I can't even believe it. I wasn't going to say anything. I was just going to be sorry and that was that. But after being at school today, I just can't do that. People are starting to hate me for something that isn't even true!
It's making my head spin. I can't believe how many things are untrue that I'm hearing. And how my personal life is now open for all to hear. Thanks a lot. Now I just don't care. Maybe people should start asking ME what happened. Because I think I know better than anyone else.
I also like how people who weren't even there are talking about how they saw stains and shit. Oh my god. There were NO BONERS. They had whiskey dick for christ's sake! There was no cum. There was nothing! We washed the sheets anyway. And everyone watched Ethan clean up Dillon's puke. BY HIMSELF. I did not have sex with Ethan in Coop's bed. And furthermore, I also can't believe how hypocritical it is. How many time's has there been stains on Allie's beds that you didn't clean up? I'm sorry for what happened. That we invaded your personal space and whatnot. But why are you lying? I don't fucking get it. Did Erin and I get mad that we had to clean up Johanna's mess? No. We laughed about it. Does Allie get pissed when TONS of people hook up in her beds and leave stains for her to clean? No. We laugh about it. I don't get it. There's gotta be something else that you're mad at me for? Because this is insane. You are supposed to be one of my best friends. Good thing I don't give a shit that other people are being really really high school about this whole thing. I am so glad I'm graduating. In college, people are happy for you to experiment. I wish you would have told us to go somewhere else and not that we could just go in your room. Because we would have. And this never would have happened.
(Quote consisting of all the night's events)
egads168:is that ALL that happenned? i was expecting something else, like, someone jumping off her roof or something. people are making it out to be SUCH a big deal.