I don't understand and I don't know anything about it.
Feeling pretty stir-crazy.
How it be: Lucy is teething and cranky, I have been casually fighting off a cold for a week, and it is cold and grey. (I think grey is much nicer spelled with an "e," don't you?) Lots of insideness, worn out most the time, not feel like doing much of at all. But I'm bored of not doing much at all. I'm ready to live again!
And I want a beer.
I tell ya, we'd all be super heroes if we woke up and did an hour or two of yoga every day. Wonder when I'll be ready to be a super hero. I really could do a considerable amount if I were smart-- Lucy is entranced by my yogic efforts.
Ha ha. I want a beer and also more yoga. Is that ambivalence?
So... Greenville. What can I say about Greenville? Pretty much at all times I want to simultaneously leave and stay. Now that's ambivalence. Every day we dig ourselves in deeper here while this little guy in the back of my brain makes a doubtful face. And I don't want to feel this way! I want to BE HERE NOW... I mean REALLY be with it. Why not, really? I guess I can just be with my ambivalence for a moment.... Alright, I feel better now.
At times I've been happier than I've ever been in my life (except when Mike and I were courting-- that was magical. Hmmm, not sure if "happy" is the right word though). I've noticed that the weather is usually nice when I feel that way. Now, back when I was working at the Hendersonville Co-op, I had this real nice drive up uP UP the mountain. Not sure if it was the major change in elevation doing this to me or what, but I'd end up crying tears of joy on the way to work. Several times. What a ????? way to start the day.
Yeah, it was the elevation.
Mark my words, people, MARK MY WORDS:
I WILL reside in the Jones Gap area of South Carolina. I will.
That's my fantasy land.
When you try to record you deviate. That can be good.
How it be: Lucy is teething and cranky, I have been casually fighting off a cold for a week, and it is cold and grey. (I think grey is much nicer spelled with an "e," don't you?) Lots of insideness, worn out most the time, not feel like doing much of at all. But I'm bored of not doing much at all. I'm ready to live again!
And I want a beer.
I tell ya, we'd all be super heroes if we woke up and did an hour or two of yoga every day. Wonder when I'll be ready to be a super hero. I really could do a considerable amount if I were smart-- Lucy is entranced by my yogic efforts.
Ha ha. I want a beer and also more yoga. Is that ambivalence?
So... Greenville. What can I say about Greenville? Pretty much at all times I want to simultaneously leave and stay. Now that's ambivalence. Every day we dig ourselves in deeper here while this little guy in the back of my brain makes a doubtful face. And I don't want to feel this way! I want to BE HERE NOW... I mean REALLY be with it. Why not, really? I guess I can just be with my ambivalence for a moment.... Alright, I feel better now.
At times I've been happier than I've ever been in my life (except when Mike and I were courting-- that was magical. Hmmm, not sure if "happy" is the right word though). I've noticed that the weather is usually nice when I feel that way. Now, back when I was working at the Hendersonville Co-op, I had this real nice drive up uP UP the mountain. Not sure if it was the major change in elevation doing this to me or what, but I'd end up crying tears of joy on the way to work. Several times. What a ????? way to start the day.
Yeah, it was the elevation.
Mark my words, people, MARK MY WORDS:
I WILL reside in the Jones Gap area of South Carolina. I will.
That's my fantasy land.
When you try to record you deviate. That can be good.