Entry # 117- Landslide
Man, I am exhausted. Staying up til three in the morning and then most of the day is tiring! I did end up going to Walmart. Thrillling. I know. Picked up a few new pair of pants for Eric. A couple of jeans and a pair of black cargo pants. He's got a million shirts and only a few pairs of pants. He's growing fast.
Not much new to report. We're already making plans with Clarice this weekend. I guess we're going to Red Lobster. Yes. This sunday is easter and we don't celebrate it. Not because I am NOT a christian, but because I am a christian. I haven't done a study on easter in a long time, but it's basic sunworship that the roman catholics married with the church. Easter is another name for Ishtaur. Ishtaur is a god that I don't worship,so I don't celebrate the holiday.
Anyway, I'm not gonna go any deeper. If you're curious do a google search on it, you can find out where it comes from and what it's really about. Fertility comes to mind and not trusting in God to supply for our needs; that also comes to mind.
If I look
It's just a game
Trying to win the race
But I can't speak the name.
Down on my knees again
A reoccuring theme
He doesn't want my words
He wants me to mind
Wants my mind
And to be kind
Not like I know
I know.
It is simple and pure
I have never been more sure
Not shackled by traditions
Not shackled by conditions
There is freedom in the truth
It is good too
Even though sometimes I feel used.
Am I weary?
His burdened is light.
Am I blind?
He shines a beacon in the night.
I don't fear
I don't fret
I don't worry
My time is not yet.
I've been through hell.
Have felt the sun swallow up the earth
I have felt beat since birth-
But now there is freedom from pain
Freedom from shame
I am free of blame
Justified
Glorified?
Only time will tell.
SteeleBlack