Entry # 94- Sober
Click to viewI'm falling behind again. What's new? I've got a pile of dishes and a huge grocery list for Wal-Mart. I'll have to take care of it tomorrow. I just don't feel like doing it today.
I'm not usually a fan of Pink, but I really really like this song. I just like the vibe and the melody. Not that I'm partyer. Alcohol does nothing for me. Valium. Now that's a drug I could go for, but I don't. Instead, I take a mild antihistamine, prescribed, instead of Benadryl, like I had been doing. And yes, it works.
Here's my virginity
It's not like I thought it would be
Why do I feel so empty?
And now I know
You'll do as you please
And I don't know
Down on my knees
Are you the right one for me?
I say yes and you say no
Don't let me go
Let me go
I just want to surrender
Don't want a pretender
Am I the one for you?
I wanna feel peace
Like I did
Please
Oh oh oh
I'm going to go go go
But I can't walk away.
Under the shower
Singing my heart away
Thinking I should leave
You know I should walk away-
But I refuse
Something about you
Don't know what to do
There is no going back.
Can't walk away from you.
I pray every day
Down on my knees and I say
How should I be?
What should I do?
Should I love him?
Is he good enough for you?
Then one day I understood
I am no good-
Not better
Not ever.
We could be as one
We could have some fun
And I don't wanna run.
I don't wanna run
Anymore.
This one isn't as serious as some of my others. Its subpar. lol. But it'll do. :)