Entry # 92- One by One

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Mike and I just discovered this artist. Robert Francis. I really love this song. It's very inspiring. I took Eric to Walgreens today and picked up a few things and I also took him to Wendy's. It's expensive for fast food! I have been doing so so on my diet. Haven't been losing any weight; not gaining either. I've just wanted donuts and pizza. lol. Those foods are definately not on my diet. I haven't been eating donuts and pizza, though. So...but, I haven't been strict either.

Clarice, mike's mom, called and said she's sick so we won't be going with her tomorrow.  Bummer....I just relaxed today. What's new? I'm  taking it easy before the concentration camps come. Idk.. If I'm forced to take a vaccine that's tainted, maybe I will. it just doesn't seem like a fun way to die. I'm gonna die somehow, some day. It'd be my luck I'd get really sick and not die. What am I? Invincible? Sometimes I feel like I am already dead.



I did write that letter to my old paster. I just haven 't sent it yet. I don't know if I will. It just seems pointless. He can't help me and even if I did send it, I would do it anonymously.

It's simple
Innocence;
Deep down she knows
Yes the child
Yes the child
Knows.
Drowning in a sea of greed
How did she get out?
Did she fulfill her need?
So many questions
Bombarded her soul-
And she lived
But she refused to give
Her heart was hollow
And she refused to follow.
It's simple
innocence;
Every day she grows
Yes the child
Yes the child
Grows.
Oh, but it wasn't enough
He called her bluff-
She thought she was saved
Thought she had it made
She couldn't take
What he never gave.
Remember those days
Running innocent and free?
She could be what she wanted
See what she wanted to see-
And there was hope
And there  was a rope
Though one day
It disappeared
And everything she feared came her way;
It doesn't matter the want
Doesn't matter the will-
He will  do as he pleases
And if it's she he wants to kill
He will
He will.
No more sadness
No more badness
No more gladness
Just emptiness and apathy-
She didn't want it this way
But that's the way it's gotta be.
Oh acceptence
No repentance;
Only a hollow home for  a soul.
God bless the child who loves him so.

I think that's long enough. I don't know if I will post tomorrow. But I will  be lurking around; reading my faves and looking for more interesting diaries. Like I need more faves. lol. Oh well. It keeps my mind busy.

Have a good night all. Cya!