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Jan 22, 2007 22:33

INSTRUCTIONS:
Write ten statements, intended to different people.
Never tell which one is to who



1. So I've known you for what, 6-7 years? I feel like ive known you for much longer, like 15-20 years, and even as we drift apart, I sill consider you one of my best friends, even after all the stupid shit we've both done. You are the left to my right, the salt to my pepper. I will always love you and will always be here for you.

2. Okay, I know I met you only recently but everything feels so right when youre near. I hate having to know that we'll never be anything even though all the signs point to us having an amazing relationship. You make me laugh, you make me cry, but always, even when I'm angry at the fact that you'll never like me the way that I like you, you make me weak at the knees when I see you smile at me. I hate knowing that you live so far away and that I probably won't see you again until april break and then the summer. I think i may like you alot more than any other guy ive liked before.

3. YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY. I don't understand your signals. You are now one of my best friends, I feel like I can trust you with almost everything. You seem to fit what I have always thought was my dream guy, except youre much better than any guy i ever could've imagined. We're both searching for the right thing, and I feel that its right under our noses. Maybe one day you'll realize this too.

4. We spent the whole summer not talking, and it almost drove me to start doing crazy things. You have been my best friend since my sophmore year summer. I feel that i can trust you with anything, yet sometimes when I talk to you, I feel you just dont want to hear it. I know this isnt the truth, i just wish that you would give me that reassurance that you do care about what im saying and not just brushing it off like nothing.

5. I am sick of role playing your mother. Everytime you want to get drunk or fucked up or whatever, you invite me just so i can look after you. I am not doing that anymore. I just dont care about you boy friend or your family or your fucked up drug addict friends. i dont want to be around you when your doing lines of coke anymore. I am not supposed to be looking after you like your big sister, for gods sake, youre older than i am.

6. theres only one way to put this and that is that you are my other half. no matter what we're doing, we're having fun and enjoying ourselves. we both are so alike yet so different and i think thats what makes us such good friends. I KNOW i can trust you with ANYTHING. You make my life complete and so far we havent gotten in any fights. haha, i doubt either of us could get in a fight cause we'd just end up laughing about how retarded we are. I love you forever and ever and I know that once I leave for college that I am going to be calling you every night and telling you about the hott guy who lives 2 rooms away from me. I love you kid FOREVER.

7. I met you in 6th grade, and we clicked cause we both were not popular by any standards. we spent the next 2 years living at eachothers houses, eating ezmac after school, going into chat rooms and being all WHO WANTS TO CYBER haha, and then we created our click. the other 2 girls came in to the picture and everything shifted, you were constantly on their side of the fights, and lets me there alone to fend for myself. four years later here we are and we've never been as close as we were in 7th grade. I miss coming to your house and being idiots. I miss having the comfort of your steps when we just needed to talk. You were my best friend for 6 years. This past year has torn us apart due to stupid things that I said. I never meant any of it, i was just so upset by everything that was going on. you were treating me like i didnt exist and i was always getting left out. We finally started talking again, and i know that nothing will ever be the same. i just wish i could take back the things ive said and have us be the same as before.

8. I miss us hanging out every friday night. I miss us going to shows. I miss going to the diner. I miss us driving around and listening to underoath and belle and sebastian, and being stupid. I miss going to your house and playing dirty scrabble. I miss sitting in your kitchen talking to your mom. I miss us being the way we used to. But most of all, i miss us just being the more mature kids in our group of friends.

9. I miss you like crazy. I miss being at your house all the time. I hate how as we've gotten older, weve grown apart, yet, everytime we see eachother we act like we havent missed a thing. i miss you like crazy yet, i dont think that i could ever be friend with you like we were when we were younger.

10. i dont really have anything left to say. yeah.
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