please, no one take this the wrong way, ok?

[stealtheternal]

first of all since I know certain people might actually read this and make up their own little minds as to what it all means, just shut up and listen, it has nothing to do with anyone but myself. now that that is all clear... What can you do when you like a girl, I mean love a girl and dont wanna lose what you have, but for some reason, you think

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Re: BEEBZ!

[_sexxikitten_]

Yes, I do understand a lot more now. Thank you for telling me! Im just kind of wondering, why would you want to be more single and able to play? I mean flirting I dont care as long as I dont see it, you know? I don't know.. sometimes I did kind of feel bad that Im all over Kimi and Ashley and you have no one else, but then again, if you wanted to be all over boys, I wouldnt care. At all .. its just girls .. then I feel like .. I dunno beebs, I almost cant explain myself, To be honest Ive never really felt completely perfect when around you I guess. That's why sometimes I have such problems with you hanging out with girls. I always thought well oh if he doesnt think im good enough, what if he decides some other girl is better? Which Im sure you already have ..I dunno. I know all of this is stupid and prolly way off the subject. I have stupid feelings in my head too. I really don't want you to be "with" me.. or think you have to stay or something.. then that just makes everything more complicated for me. At the same time I dont want to say go ahead and find other people.. I UNNO BEEBS! I am so confused about shit, it's not even cool.. maybe more can be talked about this later, I gotta go to school. Thank you for talking to me . I appreciate it