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Loss 0f Gravity (9:45:29 AM): good morning
JodieA143 (9:45:23 AM): life is good again
JodieA143 (9:45:32 AM): and i think im in love with a girl?
Loss 0f Gravity (9:46:05 AM): ges!
Loss 0f Gravity (9:46:10 AM): oh no
JodieA143 (9:45:40 AM): lol
JodieA143 (9:45:46 AM): im just kidding kind of
Loss 0f Gravity (9:46:30 AM): sure
JodieA143 (9:46:07 AM): i would never say i am a lesbian
Loss 0f Gravity (9:46:55 AM): but you would say bisexual
JodieA143 (9:46:47 AM): in fact in my life there have only been 3 girls that i was truly interested in for more than just having fun....
JodieA143 (9:47:08 AM): this rave girl Wendy back in high school... ooooh I loved her
JodieA143 (9:47:22 AM): this junglist butch vanessa in ATL
JodieA143 (9:47:27 AM): and now TIna
JodieA143 (9:47:41 AM): I dont know how to explain it
Loss 0f Gravity (9:48:28 AM): id say just understand its fun
JodieA143 (9:47:59 AM): but ever since I met her i knew something was different....
JodieA143 (9:48:18 AM): it's not the same way i have felt for a boy
JodieA143 (9:48:24 AM): but it's more than friends too
Loss 0f Gravity (9:49:02 AM): shes not a boy so how can it feel the sme
JodieA143 (9:48:35 AM): idk, but it's so nice
Loss 0f Gravity (9:49:22 AM): ya its ggood especially after something tragic
JodieA143 (9:49:03 AM): I mean nothing is going to happen.... Im not dating anybody
JodieA143 (9:49:13 AM): no, it's been there since i met her
JodieA143 (9:49:24 AM): everytime i am with her, I feel so good
Loss 0f Gravity (9:49:59 AM): tru that
JodieA143 (9:49:35 AM): but it's just nice
Loss 0f Gravity (9:50:17 AM): im happy for ya
Loss 0f Gravity (9:50:25 AM): its nice to hear positivity
JodieA143 (9:50:05 AM): especially because i know nothing HAS to come of it.... we can just enjoy being special friends
Loss 0f Gravity (9:50:35 AM): its been drama for a while
JodieA143 (9:50:35 AM): yeah for real, i think i finally gave myself an exorcism
Loss 0f Gravity (9:51:10 AM): hahahah
JodieA143 (9:50:57 AM): I went and saw her last night
JodieA143 (9:51:31 AM): me and denise came and cleaned my office and then afterwards we were going to go to riverfront to have a drink...
JodieA143 (9:51:48 AM): and somehow ended up in kendall at tina's house....
JodieA143 (9:52:18 AM): and as soon as i came in the door she grabbed me and we held each other for like 10 minutes straight
JodieA143 (9:53:34 AM): and then i sat down outside next to her to have a cigarette and she just sat there smiling so happy to see me, and i felt the same.... just happy, just simple, just comfortable.... and then she leaned over and gave me about a million kisses on my cheek
JodieA143 (9:55:15 AM): and the whole time i was there we just kept gravitating towards each other
Loss 0f Gravity (9:56:44 AM): cool shit
JodieA143 (9:56:26 AM): and she would just sit on my lap and i would wrap my arms around her waist and lean my head on her back and be happy
JodieA143 (9:56:48 AM): it's the first time that we have really been open like that outside the parties
JodieA143 (9:56:59 AM): and i wanted her so bad
JodieA143 (9:57:05 AM): it's rediculous
JodieA143 (9:58:00 AM): and when i was leaving she like grabbed me back and kissed me and i didnt want to go
JodieA143 (9:58:10 AM): i dont know what this is but it's nice
JodieA143 (9:58:29 AM): and it's easy
Loss 0f Gravity (9:59:00 AM): sounds like good stuff
JodieA143 (9:59:00 AM): i dont know i just feel so much more comfortable with her than i would any man, and i trust her...
JodieA143 (9:59:10 AM): bleh, i really dont know how to explain it
JodieA143 (9:59:23 AM): but yeah even before that i feel better
JodieA143 (9:59:45 AM): like im detoxing
JodieA143 (9:59:58 AM): and getting my life back
Loss 0f Gravity (10:00:52 AM): get those toxins out
JodieA143 (10:01:31 AM): like that old blind melon song is stuck in my head constantly.... like you know that feeling it gives you? That feeling like you are 4 years old twirling around the front yard without a care in the world and everything is a possibility...
JodieA143 (10:01:51 AM): fearless, joyous abandonment
JodieA143 (10:02:21 AM): i am the girl in the bee tutu
JodieA143 (10:02:24 AM): lol
Loss 0f Gravity (10:03:13 AM): lol
JodieA143 (10:02:56 AM): and im thinking about getting hypnotized
JodieA143 (10:03:16 AM): lol so random i love it
JodieA143 (9:45:23 AM): life is good again
JodieA143 (9:45:32 AM): and i think im in love with a girl?
Loss 0f Gravity (9:46:05 AM): ges!
Loss 0f Gravity (9:46:10 AM): oh no
JodieA143 (9:45:40 AM): lol
JodieA143 (9:45:46 AM): im just kidding kind of
Loss 0f Gravity (9:46:30 AM): sure
JodieA143 (9:46:07 AM): i would never say i am a lesbian
Loss 0f Gravity (9:46:55 AM): but you would say bisexual
JodieA143 (9:46:47 AM): in fact in my life there have only been 3 girls that i was truly interested in for more than just having fun....
JodieA143 (9:47:08 AM): this rave girl Wendy back in high school... ooooh I loved her
JodieA143 (9:47:22 AM): this junglist butch vanessa in ATL
JodieA143 (9:47:27 AM): and now TIna
JodieA143 (9:47:41 AM): I dont know how to explain it
Loss 0f Gravity (9:48:28 AM): id say just understand its fun
JodieA143 (9:47:59 AM): but ever since I met her i knew something was different....
JodieA143 (9:48:18 AM): it's not the same way i have felt for a boy
JodieA143 (9:48:24 AM): but it's more than friends too
Loss 0f Gravity (9:49:02 AM): shes not a boy so how can it feel the sme
JodieA143 (9:48:35 AM): idk, but it's so nice
Loss 0f Gravity (9:49:22 AM): ya its ggood especially after something tragic
JodieA143 (9:49:03 AM): I mean nothing is going to happen.... Im not dating anybody
JodieA143 (9:49:13 AM): no, it's been there since i met her
JodieA143 (9:49:24 AM): everytime i am with her, I feel so good
Loss 0f Gravity (9:49:59 AM): tru that
JodieA143 (9:49:35 AM): but it's just nice
Loss 0f Gravity (9:50:17 AM): im happy for ya
Loss 0f Gravity (9:50:25 AM): its nice to hear positivity
JodieA143 (9:50:05 AM): especially because i know nothing HAS to come of it.... we can just enjoy being special friends
Loss 0f Gravity (9:50:35 AM): its been drama for a while
JodieA143 (9:50:35 AM): yeah for real, i think i finally gave myself an exorcism
Loss 0f Gravity (9:51:10 AM): hahahah
JodieA143 (9:50:57 AM): I went and saw her last night
JodieA143 (9:51:31 AM): me and denise came and cleaned my office and then afterwards we were going to go to riverfront to have a drink...
JodieA143 (9:51:48 AM): and somehow ended up in kendall at tina's house....
JodieA143 (9:52:18 AM): and as soon as i came in the door she grabbed me and we held each other for like 10 minutes straight
JodieA143 (9:53:34 AM): and then i sat down outside next to her to have a cigarette and she just sat there smiling so happy to see me, and i felt the same.... just happy, just simple, just comfortable.... and then she leaned over and gave me about a million kisses on my cheek
JodieA143 (9:55:15 AM): and the whole time i was there we just kept gravitating towards each other
Loss 0f Gravity (9:56:44 AM): cool shit
JodieA143 (9:56:26 AM): and she would just sit on my lap and i would wrap my arms around her waist and lean my head on her back and be happy
JodieA143 (9:56:48 AM): it's the first time that we have really been open like that outside the parties
JodieA143 (9:56:59 AM): and i wanted her so bad
JodieA143 (9:57:05 AM): it's rediculous
JodieA143 (9:58:00 AM): and when i was leaving she like grabbed me back and kissed me and i didnt want to go
JodieA143 (9:58:10 AM): i dont know what this is but it's nice
JodieA143 (9:58:29 AM): and it's easy
Loss 0f Gravity (9:59:00 AM): sounds like good stuff
JodieA143 (9:59:00 AM): i dont know i just feel so much more comfortable with her than i would any man, and i trust her...
JodieA143 (9:59:10 AM): bleh, i really dont know how to explain it
JodieA143 (9:59:23 AM): but yeah even before that i feel better
JodieA143 (9:59:45 AM): like im detoxing
JodieA143 (9:59:58 AM): and getting my life back
Loss 0f Gravity (10:00:52 AM): get those toxins out
JodieA143 (10:01:31 AM): like that old blind melon song is stuck in my head constantly.... like you know that feeling it gives you? That feeling like you are 4 years old twirling around the front yard without a care in the world and everything is a possibility...
JodieA143 (10:01:51 AM): fearless, joyous abandonment
JodieA143 (10:02:21 AM): i am the girl in the bee tutu
JodieA143 (10:02:24 AM): lol
Loss 0f Gravity (10:03:13 AM): lol
JodieA143 (10:02:56 AM): and im thinking about getting hypnotized
JodieA143 (10:03:16 AM): lol so random i love it