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[stayskinny4life]

this morning i was trying on a pair of jeans and they were so tight on me! lol
i felt so fat and so i started to exersize.
my legs looked so fat but my butt looked good in them =P
lol
but like i was upset throughout the entire bus ride.
amd then when i got to breakfast, C and T were talking about this chorus trip they went to.
they told me about this dancer that was super skinny and started to compare me to her.
they were saying things like u could see her bones and it looked really digusting and like if u put me next to her, she'd make me look FAT
i know they said that as a compliment but it just made me feel worse than i already did.
and idk why, but i actually went up and got breakfast and ate it. eww
but then i purged it right after homeroom.
oh and did i mention im on my period!
but like ive been losing a bit more blood than usual so thats good.
and when i got home, i noticed my legs look thinner than this morning
and i completely forgot about my jeans!
lol
and as the day went on, my friends managed to cheer me up
i love them soo much and idk what ill do without them
espacially next year!!!!
i dont wanna graduate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!