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he called me today!!! ah it made my heart leap so high!! he told me about the drive over, and that when he got there the door was locked so he tried to sleep on the front porch but he got cold haha. so he drove around, went to walmart, got a six pack lol. when he got back to his house he noticed his step dads truck was unlocked so he got the brilliant idea of sleeping in the truck, but then he found a garage door opener so he let himself in. haha, he is crazy. he said his mom did a lot of things different to the house since hes last been there, its been over a year. he said he felt weird sleeping in a real bed so he slept on the floor. he said hes lonely. i wanted so bad to tell him that i am too without him here. its hard to sleep at night even when he was only 20 minutes away and i could just see him the next day. he changed so much in the past few months towards me, for the much much better. even brian and dennis noticed it, which i didn't know until brian told me today. i'm glad he called, it made me a little more sad because it makes it more real, but it made me so happy at the same time. he told me about his moms new cat, and i said i must see it and he said of course when i come visit :o)!!!!!! oh sigh

and then amanda called. simply to ask if i had the back door keys. i never had back door keys! and then she asked me if i had taken my family guy dvds, yeah i got them when i got all the rest of my stuff a month ago. but she seems certain that she saw them there a couple days ago and now they are gone so i must have keys and can i just check to make sure. NO!! i know i don't have them you dumb bitch!!! so what the fuck. give me the rest of my clothes and my shoes and my travel mugs that my mom gave me for christmas and my fucking money!!!!