[Billy, you ego-maniac!]
As much of a fucking asshole I am, one thing I don't do is gloat when I'm proved right about something. In conversation with Angus tonight, it was stone-coldly proved to me just how 2-faced Ellie and him are
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if it seemed like i was a "mercinary"... i don't know... i certainly wasn't looking to dig up more of this "dirt" people keep talking about. Matt's dirtyness is in plain view for all to see. I should've never talked to him in the first place last night. Ellie came around on icq long after I started talking to Matt.
again, i have to point out what this isn't about: it's not about sticking up for people. it's not about gossip, lies, or the past at all for me.
my main goal in life is to spread love, and general decency among all people. last night i went overboard with hate because of the lack of logic, common sense, and decency of the situation. pressed the wrong button, and now there's a little mess. I'm glad it happened.
I've never insulted anyone to their face. when i wrote that comment on matt's last post, i found it very difficult not to delve into topics Danielle managed to completely cover. so yeah, at least i'm polite in public. (don't take that as an insult Danielle)
i hate feeling like i have to defend myself or anything, especially when at heart, we all have strengths and weaknesses we have to work on. we shouldn't have our weaknesses shoved in our own faces in a public forum.
ugh, why do i even care about this? I have to get away from LJ
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and i also want to spread love and general decency.. but every time i try to stick up for what i believe, i'm being attacked.. and urged into further retaliation.. argh..
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